LonelyHeart: yes, I know

Losingthelight: you could develop thus also contact to it?

LonelyHeart: I could do that, but it is heavy, I white not, what I am to say it

Losingthelight: say it’s what you told me, she talks it will understand with it about your thoughts, your feelings, if she feels some more for you,

LonelyHeart: and if it does not understand it?

Losingthelight: then you lost it and will already have yourself then you with the fact to compensate that it finally past is

This conception is inconceivable, which may not happen, never. It runs me ice cold the backs down. The thought makes with fear.

Losingthelight: LonelyHeart still there are you?

If I lost you, which everything has for a sense then? No, that may not be. I am ready to do everything what it is necessary everything which you require, all Tina.

Losingthelight: hello?

LonelyHeart: yes, I am here, it’s so heavy, if I remember that I lost her completely

Losingthelight: I did not want to make for you a fear, I think, do not know you everything, you know not, how she would react, about it can you think, if it should be so far, Mach you over it still none to ensure

LonelyHeart: already ok is, you says only, what could happen, but I have fear, fear of the uncertain, fear of it that I do not know in the slightest, what it thinks

Losingthelight: but you will never experience that, if you do not try it

LonelyHeart: yes, I white, I will perhaps write it, will times think I about it

Losingthelight: that, if you rests have, now is that everything still completely freshly, also that you must worry about your friend, there is surely unfavourable that

LonelyHeart: yes that I become

I white not why, but this strange woman had me with so simple words convinced. Yes, I will write, write, what I think, what I feel, what I would like and also, what I am ready to give, I everything for you will note, Tina, so that you understand me, understand, what today with me it is loose above all however know that I love you and never so that stopped.

LonelyHeart: you, it does much wrong to me, perhaps but I am very tired, can talk we other times further?

Losingthelight: no problem, I is also tired, perhaps but we see ourselves again here times

LonelyHeart: determine, I look times again certainly purely

LonelyHeart: have still another beautiful an evening and good night

Losingthelight: you also thanks, and sleep beautifully

LonelyHeart: bye

Losingthelight: bye

I switch the laptop off and drink the last sip wine from my glass. Now I feel only quite, how tired I am actually. It becomes actually time for the bed.