She ran her hand down my back as we stood there and met my eyes. "Why are you shaking?" I could tell she looked worried.

"I just don't want to screw this up." I admitted. I didn't know how hard this was going to be with our lives so different and me always being busy, this was all new to me. I had never felt so attached to someone before in all my life.

"You're doing a fine job so far." She pulled away from me gently and went to sit on my love seat. I was still going crazy inside and I tried to breath slower and keep myself from having a heart attack. I put the movie in and then joined her.

"Where would you like to go eat after this?" I asked.

She looked over at me and thought about it a moment. "Why don't we just order something?"

That was actually a good idea and I liked the fact she wanted to stay in my home alone with me. There I went again letting my thoughts get ahead of me. I shut them out and ordered us some food.

We didn't speak much as we ate and watched the movie, but I was still enjoying every minute of it. I took a risk and placed my hand on her leg, which she placed hers over mine happily. I wanted to take the lead this time so I placed my free hand under her chin and pulled her up to my lips. She didn't fight against me which was a good thing. I wanted to feel her against me again so badly.

She eagerly claimed my lips with her own and shifted on the sofa. Before I realized it she was in my lap with one hand on her hip and the other in her hair. Oh God please, I fought with my body and struggled to keep it from reacting to her. It might not of been so bad if she wasn't sitting in my lap. That just made it even more difficult. I pulled back and tried to get lust off the brain.

"You're so beautiful." I spoke honestly and caressed her cheek. I could see the blush forming on her face and smiled.

"I really didn't think it was possible to feel this way about someone so fast. I hate rushing things and getting myself in trouble, but you make me feel so…complete. Like I haven't ever felt so comfortable around someone in my whole life. However I'm terrified." I looked at her eyes for questions. I didn't want her to be scared of what could be us.

"Why are you afraid?" I asked concerned.

It took her a moment to figure out the right way to put what she was going to say. "It's not you. After everything I have been through I've just had a hard time trusting people in this way."

"I couldn't see myself hurting you Bella." I took her hand in mine and kissed her knuckles.

"I don't know how I got so lucky then. I figured I was doomed to be alone forever." She laughed softly.

"You always have Jake." I teased.

"Gay remember?" We both laughed and she leaned her body against mine to rest her head on my shoulder. I took in her scent without really knowing and sighed happily. The moment was ruined when my phone started ringing. She started to move off my lap and I grabbed her arm to stop her and reached for my phone. She smiled and stay put while I answered it.

It was the director letting me know of a meeting in the morning with the rest of the cast to go over a scene change. I made the conversation short since it was rude to Bella and hung up. I instantly returned my arms around her and just enjoyed being there with her.

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Another chapter finally out here for you guys xD Enjoy. The comments are great and keep me writing.