“so…” I started

“so what?” she asked as I traced circles on her arm

“so…can I take you out to dinner?” I asked then I knew exactly what was about to come out of her mouth “…and yes, like a date” I told her smiling then she smiled back laughing lightly

“I’d love that…” she told me “…but can it be casual?” she asked

“oh defiantly…but we’re going out” I told her

“good! Because no offence, I don’t think I can eat any more mac n’ cheese for a while…” she said then I was kind of offended “it’s good…but seriously, everyday?’

“it has not been everyday” I told her

“okay…every other is just as bad” she said

“wow, you have officially hurt my feelings”

“aw…” she said laughing “…I’m sorry” she said kissing me and letting it linger “…better?”

“maybe just a little…” I told her resting my hand on her covered stomach

“hey can I ask you something?” she asked

“uh…sure” I told her

“how come you wont sing for your band? I mean…the guys, they want you to…” she said

“because putting me on the front of the stage isn’t something I want for us…” I told her

“but why? I don’t get it…and they don’t either”

“putting me out there would just…I just don’t want to be that band with the girl who’s backed up by guys…”

“but people already notice you the most…”

“and I don’t want that to get worse…” I said “…every interview I’ve been in has asked me how I deal wit the attention and they call me the front man, but I’m not…I always say I’m not because we’re a band…I’m not a solo artist and I never want to be that…” I explained

“they’ll always notice you by the band name ash…” she tried to explain

“yeah but those guys deserve the same credit I get…” I told her “…we make that music together…”

“I know…I know, I was just asking” she said then I kissed her

“it’s fine…” I told her

About an hour later we left the hotel after taking a shower…and doing other stuff in the shower, but bottom line is we didn’t stay in the hotel forever. We had to wear our dresses out of the hotel because we didn’t bring any other clothes and we defiantly didn’t plan on getting that hotel room, which is probably what made it all the better…

Later that day Aiden was at my apartment, of course…but he was messing around on my drums and it sounded awful

“please stop!” I begged him “my ears are bleeding” I said then he laughed

“I just don’t get how you do it…” he said

“skill…that of which you clearly don’t possess…” I told him

“ooh burn” he replied then he put the sticks down on my snare “…so last night…what’d you and Spencer do?” he asked then I didn’t say anything and I took a sip of my hot chocolate ‘I knew it!” he said

“what? what are you talking about?”

“you guys totally did it…” he told me

“I didn’t’ even say anything” I told him

“yeah but you did that thing…where you take an awkward sip of your drink right when I ask a simple question where you can lie, but you don’t because you cant” he told me

“i don’t know what you’re talking about…” I told him “…and you shouldn’t know I do that”

“okay and we dated two years…of course I know that, and do you think you picked the right girl to be your first? I mean you two aren’t even dating…” he said

“yeah…it was her first time too…and I know it was right” I said taking another sip of my drink as I went to go sit on the couch

“no no…don’t sit down, can you play FCPREMIX? Please?!” he begged me

“ugh why?” I groaned

“because it’s awesome and I’m your best friend” he said “plus now that you and I can’t make out anymore because of Spencer you have to something to entertain me…”

“that was a low blow” I told him then he handed me my sticks and I went to sit down in front of my drums

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