“That’s the Ashley Davies I know! So what’s the plan?”

I told her the plan; get Spencer to the art studio at 8pm. Simple if you think about it. All she has to do is tell her she needs help with a project and bam, Spencer’s there. Such a good heart my girl has.

She still loves me. There’s still hope for us. Chelsea confirmed it. Stay strong. Don’t let her go. Not again. Not ever.

I checked my phone…

7:59 “Only one more min–”

“Chelsea what’s going on?”

Oh crap…where’s the bathroom? I’m gonna hurl…she’s gonna hate me…she’s gonna be pissed and run…

“Nothing, I forgot something in the car, just go in and I’ll be right back.”

Should I hide? Maybe I have time to—

“Ok. I-. Ashley?”

Guess not…oh god…say something you idiot!

“Uh…”

Oh yeah, that’s good…

“Ashley, what the hell are you doing here? What’s going on?”

“Spencer, we need to talk.”

“Oh no. I told you last night…or…this morning…whatever, I told you that I don’t want to hear it. You came in loud and clear that night in the hospital.”

“Spencer about that…”

“What? I get it Ash, you love Aiden. You always have and you always will. End of story. End of us. You didn’t love me and you never will.”

Is she serious? She can’t be.

“I really wish you would just let me move on. Just tell me it’s over ok? I’m sick of pining away for you when I know it’s pointless.”

I guess she is serious…

“It’s not pointless Spence.”

“Are you high? Seriously have you been doing drugs again? It IS pointless, you’re with Aiden. You left me, in the hospital, on prom night…it was supposed to be about US and you once again made it about him. Big surprise there…you always made him priority when we were together.”

Ouch…I deserve a lot worse than that though.

“Spence I’m sorry.”

“Don’t Ashley…just…don’t.”

Ok that sounded way too familiar…she was about to leave so I yelled for her.

“SPENCER WAIT!”

She turned back around, face contorted in pure rage.

“WHAT ASHLEY?! WHAT DO YOU WANT? Do you want this damn bracelet back? Fine take it! But you know what? I want my heart back! I want my heart back in the condition it was when I gave it to you; not shattered into a million tiny pieces. Can you do that? No, you can’t. There’s only one way you could do it and there’s no way you can.”