i quickly climbed in the passenger side of the car.

"hey umm so you girlfriend cheated huh?" he questioned. "yeah." i hadn’t cried in about 4 years. i had leanred not to. parents were never around so i bought a boflex and weights and just worked out thats how i releved stress after that got old and i was just as built as the boy ahsley kissed i got into softball. pitching became my knew way to releve things. i pitched until i couldn’t feel any more pain and i never messed up no matter how bad the pain was.. it helped a hole bunch. and i still do it. i’ll probably pitch tomorrow knowing its to dark tonight.

"i’ve had that happen before" he stated while focusing on the road. "really? to like someone you love?" i was interested in him. sure he was cute but i’d never go for him. "yes somewhat. i thought i was in love. i knocked on her door and her mom answered told me she was up in her room. i walked up the stairs. opened the door and there was my best friend doing her. she even noticed i was there. i went to purpose to her. i just threw the box at the wall and left. left it all behind. now i just sit around and do nothing. shes tried countless times to call but i never answer. she even came by a few times but i never spoke to her. i just felt horrible for doing it to" he sounded so hurt. "oh wow talk about knife in the gut." "yeah i herd shes tried killing herself before. i just couldn’t think of her doing that. also her she hasn’t been with anyone seince….neither have i." i just looked at the ground. man this guy is deep in. "then why’d you hit on me?" "gotta take away the pain some how right?" "true. its the next right up here." he pulled into my drive way.

"thank you…." "its bryan" she shook my hand. "hey bryan if you ever need to talk here." i handed him a paper with my number on it. he was in love so i know that he wouldn’t ever go for me plus he knows i’m in love. right before i closed the door i stated to him "hey bryan" he looked up at me "call her. she loves you" he just nodded and smiled.