"Ashley calm down! What’s going on? I heard you scream." He said, sadly.

"Stop. Please." I cried.

"Ashley, you’re okay." He hugged me

My eyes looked into his, and I realized he meant it.

"I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to do that." I told him sincerely.

"Alright, just try to get some sleep if that’s possible. Don’t worry about school today." His eyes revealed a mixed emotion of fear and sadness.

The next morning, Spencer was on my mind. There was something about her that increased my curiosity.

"Can you give me a ride to the hospital?" I asked. Raife. He gave me a blank stare and I could tell that he was debating whether to give in or refuse. He finally spoke and next thing I knew I was at the hospital.

I walked through the door and noticed the nurse from other day. Walking towards her, I give her the best smile I can scrounge up.

"Can I see Spencer?" I pleaded.

"I’m sorry hunny, but Spencer isn’t here anymore, she’s gone." She calmly said.

Oh fuck, I can’t believe she’s gone. How the hell did she end up like that? I hope her family is okay. Why couldn’t I have been there a few minutes earlier, I could have prevented this.

"Sweetie, are you okay?" there was concern in Nurse’s voice.

No I’m not, I could have prevented this. How do you think I feel?

"Yea," The pain dripped from my voice as I spoke to her "I just didn’t think she was going to die."

"Hun, did I say she died? I said she was gone" she paused before continuing "Yea, your uncle picked her up." She said with smirk on her face.

Oh fuck; load the bullets in, put the gun to my head and pull the trigger. Way to go idiot.

"Oh really, I wonder why he…" She cut me off

"I knew you weren’t her sister, so don’t panic." With that she smiled and left.

I flipped my phone and called Raife to pick me up. I had to see Spencer.

"Dad, do you know where the Carlins live?" I asked him

"Yea, why?" He questioned

"Well, I found the girl unconscious the other day and I wanted to make sure, I don’t know, that she was alright." I irately said; noticing the effect my words had on him.