"Let’s go get under the covers," I said, between kisses.

I stood up quickly and pulled Ashley to her feet by her wrists, pushing my body and lips into hers again as we stumbled our way to her bed.

"Wait, wait, Spencer…"

I suddenly realized what kind of look Ashley was giving me.

"Spencer, are you sure?  I mean, we… I don’t have to… ugh, oh god, Spence…"

I was kissing and sucking on her neck, standing inches from her bed as she tried to formulate this sentence.

"You were saying?" I asked, slyly, while still assaulting her neck.

She grabbed my face with both hands and pulled me up, eye to eye with her.

"Spencer, this is just all happening so fast.  You know you don’t have to do this, right?  I mean, I don’t want you to regret anything."

"Ash, the only thing I’m regretting right now is that this took an entire school year to happen.  Now quit acting all concerned and kiss me again."

She smiled and pulled my face into hers, as we both slowly sat on the bed, not breaking the kiss.  I laid her down and rolled over on top of her, my right leg between hers as I let my hands run up and down along her sides.  I know from the ‘girl talks’ we used to have when we were just friends that she is normally the aggressor in situations like this.  I was glad that she was allowing me to take this at my own pace.

Her hands were still on my stomach, under my shirt, and I could feel them drifting upwards towards my chest.

Is she right?  Is this really what I want?

The truth is, I’m not really sure if this is what I want, but I know it feels too good to stop.  I move off of her lips and begin kissing nad pulse point on her neck.  She tilts her head to the side, and I see her close her eyes and raise up. 

Good, she is enjoying this.

Slowly, I know she is hesitating, I can feel her hands inch under my shirt further towards my breasts.  I start kissing up her neck to her ear, taking her lobe in my mouth and sucking on it.  Finally I whisper, "Ash, it’s okay."  I unlatch from her ear and bring my eyes to meet her chocolate brown ones.  I see under standing there, and she gently cups both of my breasts over my bra, massaging them softly.  I momentarily close my eyes, savoring the feeling, and she leaned up and kissed my right eyelid.  I couldn’t help but smile.