Here lay Sunshine and Melody Cullen. Though they werent well taken care of by there mother, they were loved dearly by their father and his family.

I fell on my knees and screamed.

I opened my eyes and jumped up, or tried to I only ended up hurting myself by the seatbelts. It was then I notices tears going down my face and colds hands wrapped in mine.

“Bella, what happened?” Alice asked calmly, trying to calm me down. It didn’t help.

“The… Babies…I …had…them and and…they said…I… was…horrible! Then…Then… they died…and the…the… tombstone said.. That… that..I didnt… take care …of them!” I screamed, gasping inbetween every few words.

“Its okay Bella, its just your fears playing out in to your dreams. You are in the middle of your 5th month so your expecting soon.”

“But..but what if…I am…a bad…mom!” I screamed.

“You wont be, I’ve seen how you handle Rosalie’s child. You have nothing to be scared about.” Alice’s voice reassured me,

“You still want to go shopping for your kids.” I nodded. I wanted to be a good mother. Alice smiled and went back to driving.

BPOV

“Bella,” Alice’s voice came from the other side of the car, “we’re here.”

I looked at her and forcefully smiled.

“Okay, I don’t want to stay to long though.” I said. Alice rolled her eyes and got out the car.

She came over to my side and took the many seatbelts off. As I got out I started to get a pain in my stomach most likely a

cramp. Alice didn’t seem to notice though she was locking her car. We walked into the store What a baby, to find everything

was being thrown on sale. I got another cramp but I was thrilled. I had enough clothes for them, but I didn’t have enough

children’s books, or toys. Luckily I had Alice so as soon as I decided what to look for she was already at the register. I smiled

to myself and turned to leave the store. I went over to the fountain in the center of the mall and sat on the ledge. I looked

at all the couples with their children, and how happy they were. I internally smiled at how I would be a mother, and Edward