That is great, but I wouldlove them no matter what.

Unfortunately, Jasper has to stay clear of me, because of my mood swings. Its sad what I do to him, although, I do talk to him over I M or something.

When I told Charlie I was pregnant, he flipped. I threatened to move out if he didnt accept it, and he practally threw me out. I live with the cullens now, but I still talk to him, but we dont have as good as a relationship as before.

When I told mom, she accepted it quickly. She knew how much I loved Edward. She's known it since we went to go visit her in florida.

So Diary, I will only be chatting with you every once in a while, maybe never, so cherish this writing. (wow im talking to a diary as if its listening.)

Isabella, but seriosly call me Bella.

I closed the diary and got up. Everyone had gone hunting Except for me. Rosalie left me to babysit Lilly. I couldn't reject. It was good practice, and she was soooo cute. So I got up and went to the living room where I found her watching Barney.

"Antie Bella?" She asked, I was startled by the sound of her voice.

"Yes, Lily?"

"Are you happy, your having babies"

"yes, I am"

"Me too, then I'll have some friends to play with"

She stopped talking as Barney returned.

BPOV

Lilly had watched 3 episodes of Barney. It annoyed the crap out of me so I told her to go get a game we could play. She got up, and went to get the game sorry. I let her win every time. When Rosalie returned, Lilly got up and shouted; “look mommy, I beat anty Bella every time.” I looked at Rosalie and winked. She smiled. “You must be really good. Later all4 of us will play.” Just then Emmet ran in and picked up Lilly so quickly. She giggled.

“Daddy!” she giggled some more. “Weeee.” I sighed. I couldn’t wait till we could do that with our children.

“Lilly, were gonna take you to mcDonalds.” Lilly squealed and ran to the car.”Bella, are you coming?” I shook my head, “ok, Edward told me to tell you he wont be home for a while.” I nodded and they left. I went over to the computer.I logged on to my aim, to see if Jasper was on. He wasn’t.