After parking the car and walking back into my house, Spencer following right behind me. I went to the kitchen and retrieved 2 bottles of water. She sat at my grand piano in my living room, just lightly running her fingers up and down the newly polished keys.

“Have you ever played?” she asked never removing her eyes from the keys.

“Yeah, I wrote a few songs sitting right their.” I said pointing over to the spot she was sitting in.

“Can you play one for me?” she said scooting down the bench and patting her hand for me to sit. I smiled and walked over slowly, as I sat she put her right-hand on my knee as I placed my fingers over the correct keys.

“I wrote this the first time I got my hearty broken, its called Blizzards and Shadows.”

(I WROTE THIS I OWN IT DON’T STEAL IT)

You shadow overwhelms me
I feel you touch, although you aren’t in sight
I’m scared to look you in the eyes
A fear of getting lost and losing control
You have stolen my breathe once again
My body becomes a prisoner to your touch

You shadow overwhelms me
Even when I am all alone
Thoughts of you etched into my mind
Your voice soothes my soul
You smile makes me feel whole and young
As I fall into a deep abyss that is you

You shadow overwhelms me
When I look behind me and nothing is there
All that I have become
All that I wish to be
Now seems a faint memory
A memory of love
A memory of happiness
Where have I gone wrong?

The nights we were alone and apart
I dreamt of your many unique pieces
You are truly a masterpiece.
The way you look at me
Leaves me breathless
I can’t help but to surrender
When your shadow overwhelms me.

Spencer’s eyes were watering as I finished the song. She knew it was about her and it made her look pale a lifeless. As she slowly turned her head to me I wiped the tears away from her beautiful eyes, and tucked a loose stand of hair behind her ear.

“I-I’m sorry.” She cried out and pulled me into her. I fell to my knees and positioned myself between her legs holding her tight and running my hands up and down her back.

I knew what’s she wanted to say, but I also knew how hard it was for her right now. She didn’t know how to express herself to me. I went through the same thing. But unlike her I didn’t have anyone to care. She knows I’m here and I hope she will become more comfortable with herself.

“I need you ash, more than anything in this world. I’m sorry that I didn’t tell you and I made you go through so much.” She whispered softly into my ear.

“You should be sorry.” She looked at me sadly until I put my fingers under her chin to pull her face so it was equivalent to mine.” But I am a forgiving person.” She smile and leant in for a kiss, immediately hesitating half way to see if I was ok. I licked my lips before crashing my lips to hers. I know we haven’t been together before, but that kiss was so full of passion and love. It was long and sweet before we pulled away for oxygen. She started running her hands threw my hair, as I placed my hands on her hips. I pulled her shirt up, just enough to expose her toned abs…….