I threw my guitar and the 2 backpacks into that passenger’s seat and turned on the engine. The radio blasted Paramore’s –CrushCrushCrush. I have become very well known since my deal with MGA, but there is still this emptiness inside of me that seems to make me unworthy. 15 minutes past great IV been lost in my thoughts of her again, as if any other day is different. It’s hard for me to be like this, to live like this but I don’t think she knows the way I feel about her is still so much.

I pulled into my grandma’s driveway and parked the car. I retrieved my guitar and the 2 bags. I held my head down as I walked, until I came across this car… a black Honda Accord 2 door. It was parked 2 cars ahead of me in the driveway, and it threw me into a flash back

I sat in the airport at the age of 16. I had a fight with my mom and decide I was going to run away. The only thing was I didn’t have a ticket and I had no money. So I sat in the lobby by myself.

She worked at the airport. I figured I would see her, but I didn’t so I pulled out my phone and started a text

Spence. I’m in the lobby come out by terminal B in the lobby-ash

She didn’t text me back

I thought I saw her walk past me and it made me mad thinking she would look at me and then just walk away without coming over. So I started another text

Hey, why did you walk past me?-ash

A few minutes later she texted me back

I’m not working today; I am already off-Spence

I felt stupid as I sat there and looked at the text. Then I had a phone call coming in. it was her I was scared I hadn’t talked to her in a while. So after the 4th ring I answered.

“Hey” i stuttered out.

“Hey why are you at the airport.”

“Well I took a cab here, because I got in trouble with my mom and she pissed me off.”

“What did you get in trouble for?” i could tell the annoyence in her voice