"Well, then you should call her."

"I won’t do that, but I know she’ll call……… I hope she’ll call……… either way I’m not calling."

"Is this a test for her?"

"Maybe."

"Well, fine, but if she does?"

"As long as she asks for me back and apologise’s one more time….. I guess I’ll take her back."

Two weeks later

"Spencer, let me do this. You know it’ll work."

"No I don’t."

"You saw her in there! She a mess, and she’s just drinking you away. She’s gonna hurt herself."

"But I’m not gonna lie to her-"

"Or go to her, so let me get her to come to you."

I look at my cousin now. She’s really set on doing this, a crazy plan that if Ashley ever finds out about, her trust for me will be gone.

Me and my cousin came out to have some fun when we saw Ashley drinking at Gray’s. She was wasted, and it’s only 3 in the afternoon. So Alexa has a plan now to get her to finally come to me like I’ve been waiting for; fool Ashley basically.

"Look, she’ll never find out."

"You’re my cousin, she will too."

"She’s so wasted right now that she won’t even remember what I look like tomorrow. This is perfect and you’re just scared."

I sit for another few minutes thinking about it. I am worried about Ashley and the way she must be drinking. I don’t doubt that this is her first day drinking, she’s probably been drinking since the night we broke up.

"Fine. But…… please make sure she will forget what you look like, okay?"

"I’m sure she’s already there. Now come on, I’ll take you home, and then I’ll change and go over with you what I’ll say."

"How will you know what to say?"

"At least I can know what point I should get to, and what will get through to her."

"Fine, Alexa, but remember this was all your idea."

At this moment I know I’m going to regret this. By the time we’re done discussing what she’s going to say, it’s already night. We argued for hours between whether to go through with it or not, her insisting and me getting too scared to want to do it. Once she left I felt like I had betrayed Ashley like she had done to me, which oddly made it easier for me. I can’t believe the feelings I feel right now…….. I can’t believe I’m okay with tricking her into doing what I want.