Its not that I didn’t want to kiss her I just was so nervous.  I mean I never kissed a girl and I know its got to be different than a guy.  She just said it was ok and kissed me on the head then said she won’t pressure me.  Well that makes me feel better but still not.  I feel bad for denying her but just so many thoughts going through my head.  When the movie was over she once again offered me to stay which I sadly had to decline.  My roommates are starting to catch on to me leaving late at night.  I’m going to start telling them that I go over to Allie’s, they should believe that.  She walks me to the door and pulls me back into the apartment.  I just look at her and she reads my thoughts, told me all she wants is a hug.  I really hate hugging but it’s the least I can do plus I am already missing her contact.  The hug was so gentle but at the same time tight, she held onto me like she didn’t ever want me to leave her arms.  I felt amazing in her hold.  When we finally broke apart she gives me a soft kiss on the cheek then I reluctantly walk out the door.  I text her once I get back to the house telling her goodnight and head to bed for my one hour till practice.  I really can’t miss class anymore I’ve already missed two weeks and the sad part about that is its the first two weeks of the spring semester.  Who does that seriously? 

After practice I head to bed to sleep for another hour before my 8o"clock class, we got finished alittle earlier than usual.  Before my alarm even went off I get a text from Kyla telling me to get up then I hear someone come in my room.

"Get up" Madison says forcefully

"I am up"

"No get out of bed your going to class"

"Dude since when are you someone to tell me to go to class? I always have to make you go to class"

"Shut the fuck up and get to class. Your going to fail"

"Yeah I don’t know what your problem is Spence. Don’t you care?" Kyla says as she is entering my room