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    Next Time Around – (Chapter: Somewhere beyond happiness and sadness)

    Story written on September 30, 2006 by sonXluffer.
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    Number of Comments: 22
    Words: 2088
    Story Shortlink: https://assertive-maroon-jellyfish.104-250-143-187.cpanel.site/?p=12409
    Author Notes:

    Oooo, drama. This is how its going down. BAM! lol

    Song used: Papa Roach- getting away with murder.

    "Uh, ‘yes’ is a good place to start." Ashley said, no doubting the outcome of everything.

    Spencer was silent again as the candlelight reflected off the diamonds creating a larger shine across her face. Tears threatened to spill from ashleys brown eyes as she worried more and more. The silence continued and it was too much to bare. She snapped shut she soft box and shoved it back in her pocket before grabbing her jacket off the back of the chair she was early sitting in. She sniffed in a wet sound of air and walked out the kitchen feeling foolish.

    Somewhere beyond happiness and sadness
    I need to calculate
    what creates my own madness
    and I’m addicted to your punishment
    and you’re the master
    and I am waiting for disaster

    She escaped the front door of the house and closed it behind her, the sound echoing into the kitchen. She leaned againt the cold door. A fake peice of wood cold against the skin of her back. She let her tears fall as she broke down in pain. She clenched herself around her stomach and put her free wrist against her forehead and sobbed. A few more seconds and she departed into the darkness of the street.

    I drink my drink and I don’t even want to
    I think my thoughts when I don’t even need to
    I never look back cause I don’t even want to
    and I don’t need to
    because I’m getting away with murder

    Meanwhile at the beach…

    Kelly and Amanda are sitting hand in hand watching the waves crash against the beach leaving behind sea foam ech time the waves would leave. The stars were twinkling over head and lighting up the sky with each small bit of light they seemed to put off.

    "it’s beautiful out here isnt it?" Amanda asked. She heard a silence.

    Amanda looked to kelly who was starring at her with a smile. "Yeah, it is." Kelly spoke quietly as she began inching her way towards amanda. They locked lips comfortablly feeling right. Taking it slow, of course.

    As they laid back on the blanket, amanda’s mind began racing to the past.

    10 years old on the wet pavement screaming for help and no one could hear her. No one cared. She screamed and cried and no one would listen. The man above her with a face of anger. The features squinted into a face of rage. A face she wouldnt forget. Her small hands hitting him numerouse times, but she wasnt strong enough. She cried and screamed and cried some more.

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    1. Let me be the first to say. AWWWWWWWWWWW. I can put more w’s in if necessary. Sniffle aw, sniffle aw. I like this story. And your writing is really getting better each post. I’d never rate you low! Don’t worry, someone runs through and gives one star to everyone. You can sit on the board and suddenly watch everyones ratings drop by one. It’s just one of those things.

    2. awe, sweetness. i love the raw emotion that comes across in your writing. so honest. i’m still wondering though, what’s actually goin on behind those blue eyes. HOORAY for Clay for showin his back bone too. Cheers for that one.

    9. I FREAKIN LOVE IT!!!! I am soo happy that they are finally getting married. I was so scared that Spencer was going to say NO, but she said YES!!!! I CAN”T wait to see the next chapter. PMS and TTYL BUDDY!!!!

    10. Let me be the first to say. AWWWWWWWWWWW. I can put more w’s in if necessary. Sniffle aw, sniffle aw. I like this story. And your writing is really getting better each post. I’d never rate you low! Don’t worry, someone runs through and gives one star to everyone. You can sit on the board and suddenly watch everyones ratings drop by one. It’s just one of those things.

    11. awe, sweetness. i love the raw emotion that comes across in your writing. so honest. i’m still wondering though, what’s actually goin on behind those blue eyes. HOORAY for Clay for showin his back bone too. Cheers for that one.

    18. I FREAKIN LOVE IT!!!! I am soo happy that they are finally getting married. I was so scared that Spencer was going to say NO, but she said YES!!!! I CAN”T wait to see the next chapter. PMS and TTYL BUDDY!!!!

    21. i got mad there for a second, well not really mad. i was just like SPENCER damnit chase after her…or you know not…anyways..i absolutley love your stories. *nods in agreeance with myself*

    22. i got mad there for a second, well not really mad. i was just like SPENCER damnit chase after her…or you know not…anyways..i absolutley love your stories. *nods in agreeance with myself*

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