Chapter 4:

Spencer doesn’t know how to start, but she knows that Ashley is what she wants and to fully get her she has to deal with her and Aiden ‘Ashley’ she thinks to herself, as a smile appears on her face at just the thought of being with her. Watching Spencer smile make Aiden more confused as he speaks again “Spencer?” Spencer looks at the boy who is so lost by her facial expressions and she gets the courage to tell him. “Aiden, I want to talk about us. I can’t do this anymore.” ‘Now I get it’ Aiden thinks to himself giving her an ‘Oh’ look. “I’m so sorry, I don’t want to hurt you or for you to think that I was using you. I just tried to please everyone and going out with you did make everyone happy-” he puts a hand on her shoulder ”But not you, right?” he interrupts her. She just shakes her head not daring to look at his face. “Ashley” is all he blurts out, not even a as a question but as a statement. Spencer couldn’t hold her gaze to the floor any longer, she look at Aiden dead into his eyes to try to read what he was feeling, but he surprised her by just smiling at her. “Yeah, I thought that would get you to actually look at me” he said while laughing a little. Now all Spencer could do is just look at him not knowing how to continue until he takes mercy on her and begins to open his mouth to speak. “So… Ashley, right?” now this time it’s a question. “I’m sorry Aiden, I didn’t want to hurt you or-” once again her interrupts her “Spencer, stop apologizing. It’s Ok, I already knew. You wouldn’t look at me like how you look at Ashley and when we kissed, it felt like you were somewhere else. Not to mention that you said her name a couple of times when you fell asleep in my car” he says with another little laugh. "Why didn’t you say anything? Why did you keep dating me?” she asked a little confused. “Because I really like you and I thought that maybe it’ll work, but these past two weeks we’ve been together I saw how unhappy you were. I can’t do that to you anymore, or Ashley” he sighs. “You and Ashley need to be together, it’ll make you both happy and as for me. I’m a man whore so you know I’ll be Ok” Now they both are smiling and laughing a little. “Thanks” she says while giving the dark haired boy a hug and a quick kiss on the cheek. and with that she gives him one last smile and walks out of the gym.