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Love Songs – (Chapter: Take My Breath Away)
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After a while I stopped receiving the letters. It was a good and bad thing. It’s probably just my over imaginative mind but I made up all kinds of silly scenarios. From Spencer running off to Mexico and falling in love with a cabana boy or girl to her mother making her go into the ministry and swear to never contact me again. I know that evil bitch is part of the reason Spencer feels the way she does. She’s so un-accepting and judgmental. Of course I can relate, every little girl wants to look up to and be like her mommy. Spencer has too much faith in that woman and unfortunately puts the happiness of her mother before her own. I just wish things would’ve been different and I had the love of my life back in my arms.
After about a month or so something came for me in the mail. It was no return address, name of who it was from or anything. I almost didn’t open it and I sometimes wish that I hadn’t. That was the last thing I ever read or opened and I swore I’d never open it again or anything else addressed from her again.
Something this time was different. There was still the expected song but there was a letter as well. I scanned the lyrics, already knowing them by heart.
How could time be standing still and pass so slowly, yet goes by so fast
Strange but true, when I’m with you
And every little step I take while I’m away from you baby
Everything that I do is leading me back to you
Because…
When we’re all alone
You take my breath away
When you hold me close
You take my breath away
When we’re making love
You take my breath away
Somehow I know this is the love that I’ve been missing
I feel like I’m frozen in time whenever your lips meet mine
Every time you touch me I go out of my mind
The passion I see in your eyes has got me more than hypnotized
Renders me defenseless girl
I don’t know what you do to me baby
Inside your love I lose control when we’re kissing and hugging
It’s hard to express how I feel but what I feel is definitely real
There’s no need for me to try to conceal my love for you girl
My heart just can’t keep still
You take my breath away…
If I took the time to actually read the words I’d be a sopping mess. It’s her song for me. She always said that to me, ‘you take my breath away.’ Never once have I ever wanted a wish granted so badly, just to hear her say that to me again.
Still a few tears shed I read the letter beneath in her perfect handwriting and signed with a kiss at the bottom.
October 16, 2002
Ashley, no words can express the way I feel for you or the love I have for you. The things I said when I walked away were lies. You know I love you with my whole heart but there are things that I’m afraid of and I can’t deal with right now. I can never expect you to forgive me but I have to take care of myself the best way I know how. I’m going to focus on me and go through my schooling like I planned. I will never forget you, remember that, but right now I can’t love you the way you love me. Everything in my body screams at me to run, run to you, run away from the world, but I won’t. My heart lies with you wherever you are right now but I just can’t be with you the way we were. One day I hope to be as passionate and caring and wonderful as you have become. Don’t forget us, ever, but don’t hold back from letting your love be shown. You are an extraordinary person and I may someday regret this but right now this is what I feel is what’s best for me. Goodbye.
All my love,
Spencer
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"Take My Breath Away" by Jesse Powell
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i want to feel bad for spencer, but i just can’t…she’s a coward…she loves ashley, yet, she is willing to break her heart for the love of her mother and acceptance…and than writes all these letters to her, claiming her undying love, just so she can in the last letter say that she is sorry, that she will always love her, but they will never be…how could you do that to someone you claim to love…so, i am not sure if i can feel sorry for spencer, but i know my heart aches for ashley…maybe ashley should move on…she deserves to be happy too…awesome post…pms…:)~
i want to feel bad for spencer, but i just can’t…she’s a coward…she loves ashley, yet, she is willing to break her heart for the love of her mother and acceptance…and than writes all these letters to her, claiming her undying love, just so she can in the last letter say that she is sorry, that she will always love her, but they will never be…how could you do that to someone you claim to love…so, i am not sure if i can feel sorry for spencer, but i know my heart aches for ashley…maybe ashley should move on…she deserves to be happy too…awesome post…pms…:)~
Sad story…I hurt so bad for Ashley…I hope one day Spencer will follow her heart and let go of the fear that keeps them apart. You’re an amazing writer. PMS
Sad story…I hurt so bad for Ashley…I hope one day Spencer will follow her heart and let go of the fear that keeps them apart. You’re an amazing writer. PMS