The Wedding another week. He said ok.

The next morning I left before she woke up to go think

some about stuff. I thought about her, and Danny

(mainly her). And what I was going to do. As I lay by

the water I realized I was still in love with Ashley. I kept

asking my self ‘what do I do?’ I couldn’t really think

at the time. I came to the conclusion that I needed to

talk to Ashley. So I went home and laid on the couch and

waited for her to wake up. I was so nervous that I was

shacking. I didn’t know what to say. About an hour later

I heard a voice say, "Good morning."

My heart starting racing. "Morning. Did you sleep ok?"

"Yeah, I did."

"Good…" She could tell I wasn’t finished but I was

frozen.

"Are you ok?"

"Me? Yeah, why?"

"You look like you want to tell me something?"

"Yeah, just that the wedding was postponed."

"Oh, that’s it?"

"Yeah."

"ok, well I am starving, what about you?"

"Starving." She made pancakes and eggs.

We sat at the table and started eating. Then she said,

"I have something to tell you."

I sit down my fork. "what?"

"I…uh… never mind."

"you sure?"

"yeah, its nothing."

"Ok."

We finished eating and I went into the living room and

watched tv. She sat right beside me close enough for our

thighs to touch. But in her defense it was a small couch. My heart

started racing again. Then I looked at her. She was so…

beautiful. And then she looked at me. We made eye

contactthen I lost control again. We kissed. This time

we both could feel that something was still there. After

she said , " I am so sorry."

"It’s o.k." I said with a smile on my face.

She smiles back. "Really?"

"Really." I waited a minute. "I still love you."

"Seriously?"

"Yeah."