“Honey I’m home!” Ashley yelled coming in her beautiful mansion after a long day at work. “Baby where are you?” Ashley walked through the kitchen… the dinning room… the studio. She walked just about everywhere then headed up the stairs.

“Hurry get dressed and leave quickly!!” said in a very hushed voice

“What? Why? I thought you liked it, maybe a little re-enactment might change your mind” he grabbed her by the hips and brought her back to the bed in one quick motion.

But all that was running through her mind was ‘what if ash see’s this, she’ll hate me.’

Just as that thought left her mind she heard a creek at the door and assumed it was her wife. Whom she loved more than life. She turned around and saw the look of panic and sorrow in her eyes. Her face was hanging and tears were dropping every second.

She was speechless, she had nothing to say. She knew sorry could never stand a chance in this situation. Just as it was quite Erik decided to speak.

“WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU’RE DOING? COMING IN SOMEONES HOUSE AND BARGING IN ON THEM HUH… HUH??”

Ashley was quietly moving towards him, not looking in her eyes. She was inches away from his face and calmly spoke just a few words.

“Get your shit and get the fuck out of my house, before I call the cops.”

If looks could kill then you would know Ashley was ready.

Erik grabbed his boxers and quickly pulled them on and along with is pants and left with-in a few seconds. Things were going to get heated and anyone in a good 200 miles radius could tell. The anger and disappointment in Ashley caused her knuckles to change bright colors.

She was scared of what would happen next. She knew Ashley was a great person but when she was mad… she was MAD! And right now she was furious.  

Ashley walked over to the closet changed her cloths. She wore some sweats and a plain white tee shirt. I was scared to death she was so… so relaxed about it like nothing happened. She walked by me not one word, and headed to the kitchen.

I grabbed the sheets from the bed and flowed her slowly. I saw her sitting at the counter with a glass of chocolate milk. ‘What the fuck, why isn’t she yelling at me’

So I guess I should say something’

“Uh Ash?”

“What?” she said flatly

“well don’t you wanna talk about… what jus… happened?”

“No because I’ve known about him for a few weeks now and… I’ done we need to get a divorce.”

All I could do was nod my head to every word she said, it’s not like i didn’t see this coming. But if I could take it back then I would in a heart beat, then why didn’t I stop.

“oh and Carmen, I think its best if you left by tomorrow, when I’m at work”

“Ok Ashley, I’ll start packing.”

I walked to OUR room and cried every second I was in OUR closet. I felt horrible like i should be punished but I got nothing.

                                                            *****

Ashley was on her phone calling one of her friends for some help. Knowing the song really did put the pieces together to their relationship but if only a few things would have been different.

“I could see us holding hands
Running on the beach, our clothes in the sand
I can see us in the countryside
Sittin on the grass side by side
You could be my baby (be my baby)
Girl, you amaze me
Ain’t gotta do nothin crazy
All I want you to do is be

My love (so don’t give away)
My love (so don’t give away)
My love (so don’t give away)
Ain’t no other woman that can take your spot “

“Hey ash wats up?” came a soothing voice

“Hey Spencer umm can you come over I need you.”

‘Is she crying??’

“Of course I’ll be there in 10 hold tight”

“ok. Love you”

“Love you too ash” ‘God it kills me everytime I say those words to you.’