i didnt know why i didnt explode that very second.maybe it was because i didnt want to upset bella bye tearing edward to shreds because i knew it would hurt not only phisically or mentally like it did when he left.he did it because he thought it would be better for her.NOT! Selfish Jerk.It not only hurt my bella but it also hurt her dad charlie seeing her sad and all mopey like that.anyways back to the present time.

Charlie had just surrendered bella into edwards care and protection and now they were telling each other their vows.I cannot believe I am just sitting through this.I guess,in a way,he is better for her.He is more,romantic,I guess you could call it,than myself.But I am not about to admit that to him any time soon or in the near future.I had already made my decision not to object and I had guessed that Edward had heard that thought because he smiled at me.Anyways this is what bella wants than this is what bella gets.I am not going to ruin it for her and have her never talking to me again.

OK.For me it was a very long,and I mean very, ceremony for me.it was quite hard for me and i think edward as well to sit next to each other at the reception and not make faces.but it looked like bella was enjoying herself so it was worth it.i was not about to spoil it for her or for myself because i had worked to hard to spoil it for me.and bella.maybe leah was right.maybe i spoke about her to much so it gets irratating.

"hey jake." her voice was like an angels.soft and perfect.like velvet.i turned and saw her not only did she sound like an angel but she looked like one too.not only today but always.she motioned me over and i went like a love sick puppy under a spell.wait.am i a love sick puppy under her spell.before i could answer my own question she had her arms wrapped around my waist hugging me tight.i felt a few tears of happiness and joy stream from her eyes and dampen my tuxedo."you look beautiful bella",i blurted out un – aware of edwards presence.i felt the blood rush to my cheeks.i could now feel that my face had flushed a deep crimson shade."th – th – thanks" she choked out between joyfull sobs.i hadnt noticed it before but she was shivering.i wrapped her up in a giant bear hug,taking any chance i could get.

i felt her almost automatically stop shivering."thank you,jacob"edward basically whispered.i just nodded in response."anything for my bella"i thought knowing he would hear it."thats quite enough,jacob.please keep your thoughts to yourself.i think you can let go of bella now.she probally either over – heating or hyperventalating by now."as soon as he had finished speaking i released bella and she pulled away sucking in a huge gasp.she shrugged into edwards suit jacket.i felt a tidal wave of dissapointment,sadness and greif rush through me and wash away any happiness or joy that was swirling inside me and fill me.