The man at the door looked relatively normal. He was smiling and asked the young girl if she had seen him nephew wondering around the apartment because he accidentally left his apartment door open and thought maybe the little three year old wondered out. Spencer, being the trusting and loving girl she was told him that she would help him find the little boy. Spencer had turned around to put her four month old little brother down in his swing when she felt a sharp pain in her skull.

She doesn’t remember much.

[i] Suppressed memories [/i]

[i] Post Traumatic [/i]

[i] Emotionally Scarred [/i]

All these things she had heard from people around her a couple years later.

Spencer could remember a little bit of the first week, bits and pieces. She remembers being locked away in a white room. She didn’t see a door, but knew there was one because he always came in there. She could always smell ammonia and rubbing alcohol.

She will always remember that rugged face and piercing blue eyes. She will never forget those eyes, which a lot of the time was the only thing she could see.

He did things to her.

Experiments she had remember him telling her.

He had always done things to scar her skin or hurt her emotionally. He would video tape everything he did. She remembers knocking down the small tripod and video camera once. She got burnt twelve times for that. She smelt flesh above the ammonia and the pain eventually went away. The pain always went away and she went with it.

On the seventh day…she just gave up.

She was locked inside the room for a year and nine months. Spencer only remembers the first seven days before she slipped into a self induce trance.

Spencer trailed her fingertips from the keyboard to the inside of her shirt so she let her fingers run across her back, feeling the scars.

She doesn’t know how she was found. She just remembers being in the hospital, the doctors examining her and seeing all the evidence written on her body. She remember her parents there, they both was happy to see her but angered at what happened to their precious daughter. The doctor’s determined that she had survived an extremely assistive amount of torture; surgical, physical, and emotional. The also determined that the young girl wasn’t sexually tortured; they could not find any evidence pointing at that and they thought it was pure luck on her terms. The doctor’s determined that the girl would eventually be healthy and alright.