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    Inebriated – (Chapter: Thirteen: Hear Me)

    Story written on August 19, 2007 by mibella.
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    Story Shortlink: https://assertive-maroon-jellyfish.104-250-143-187.cpanel.site/?p=14890
    Author Notes:

    Ashley’s POV. She is lifted from her selfishness…but is she really her’s?

     

    Is it love?

     

    The blinds were open, the sun flowing happily into the room. My Mac Book Pro rested silently in my lap as I went back to checking my myspace. I got a couple messages from some of my friends, and the other hundred was from my fans. As much as I love them, I couldn’t respond to some. I usually leave a little comment or two every now and then to some of the everyday posters, but most of the time I didn’t.

     

    A lot of the comments were from fans that sympathized with Spencer, each comment telling their horrific story of some sort of abuse or lost.

     

    It made my heart drop.

     

    She told me…everything.

     

    There were parts when she told me that her eyes would flash emotionless, like in that exact moment she lost all hope in this world. Then, when our eyes caught…her eyes was filled with that life that inspired me to become better.

     

    She was my savoir.

     

    She was my teacher.

     

    She was my lover.

     

    She was my everything.

     

    I stopped typing.

     

    I couldn’t be.

     

    Was I falling in love with her?

     

    I looked back down at her, wiping some of the stand hairs from her face. She was perfect, yet she was broken. All I wanted to do was fix her. I wanted to forget all my problems and focused on her.

     

    If you think about it, my problems didn’t matter anymore. All I wanted to do was take care of my girls.

     

    I remember when I would lie in bed, the night almost over but there I lie. The pillows surrounded me, and they where the only thing that showed me the attention I craved. As desperate as I was, when I had a different girl in bed with me every night, there was times I would just had the night to myself to wallow in my own self pity.

     

    I wished for her.

     

    I wanted her.

     

    I [b]needed[/b] her.

     

    Yet, then, I didn’t know her.

     

    So, instead, the pillows that surrounded me and the light melodic sound of my voice was the only thing keeping me from my inevitable breakdown. I would always sing myself to sleep. I always hoped that in my dreams I would see her, know that there was some sort of hope out there.

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    3. Is Amalia Spencer’s child? OMG…identical birth marks? Intriguing and beautiful! You are an awesome writer and you always leave me wanting more…so please post more soon.

    6. Is Amalia Spencer’s child? OMG…identical birth marks? Intriguing and beautiful! You are an awesome writer and you always leave me wanting more…so please post more soon.

    7. whoa whoa what is going on, if ash gave birth to her how is she spencer’s kid too, they look alike and have the same birth mark….you can’t stop there..pms

    8. whoa whoa what is going on, if ash gave birth to her how is she spencer’s kid too, they look alike and have the same birth mark….you can’t stop there..pms

    11. ok, im confused… i love it, but im still confused…lol… um wats going through my head is that amalia is like a clone, cuz thats the only way u can have identical birth marks…lol… but wat im lost on is how shes ashleys daughter… guess i need to reread this whole story to see if i missed any other clues..lol… yay i absoultely love this story, so please post again soon

    12. ok, im confused… i love it, but im still confused…lol… um wats going through my head is that amalia is like a clone, cuz thats the only way u can have identical birth marks…lol… but wat im lost on is how shes ashleys daughter… guess i need to reread this whole story to see if i missed any other clues..lol… yay i absoultely love this story, so please post again soon

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