I don’t know what’s worse me letting her go, or her not following her heart?

I closed my eyes again and drifted away.

“I hope it’s something worth the waiting,
It’s the only time that I ever feel real.
Thunderstorms could never stop me,
‘Cause there’s no one in the world like Emily.”

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“Spencer get your ass in fucking gear girl, you got school.” He shouted in my ear.

“God damn it Aiden I don’t feel like going to school and stop yelling in my fucking ear you fucktard.” I spat back at him.                                         

I not in the mood, I swear if he shouts one more time I’m cutting off what he values the most and the other guys he fucks.

“Spencer get up sweetie. You need to go to school and excuse my son for being an ass.” Mrs. Dennison said.

“I guess,” I heavily sighed and rolled my eyes “Just for you I’ll get my ass moving.” I smiled and hugged her.

I love her, even more than Aiden but he doesn’t need to know, he’ll throw one of his bitch fits. There’s no fucking way I can deal with that.

I went to Aiden’s room, looked around for something suitable to wear for today.

Yea I know why I dress in guy’s clothes? And I ask this, why not?

 I threw on a pair of grey sweats and a tee-shirt. My hair was messily thrown up, I didn’t have time nor the energy to do something with it.

Fuck people in their asses today. Yea I said that shit!

“What the hell? Is that you? Spencer’s gone to the thug life oh damn I better shut the fuck up before you bust a cap in my ass” I couldn’t stifle my laughter. He smiled and blew a kiss to me.

 Damn Aiden

I flipped him off and went down stairs.

 “Already here’s breakfast eat up, you’re too fucking skinny it’s not healthy.” She said to me as she unloaded a feast upon me.

I love her bluntness. I wish my mother could be like this, an actually fucking parent.

Holy shit, Pleasantville ain’t got nothing on this breakfast!

I took a few bites of the pancakes. “Mmmmm, they’re so good. Uh that hits the spot” Aiden gave an awkward stare “Mmmmm I can’t help, god there fucking good.”