The next thing I know my shirt is off and her hands roamed down my stomach. Her fingers slowly inched their way down to my waistline. Each touch made me moan and jerk slightly up. My breath hitched, oh god. Her hand slipped below my waist and she slowly stroke over my clit causing my body to buckle and force another moan to escape my mouth. Oh my Jesus, ah, this, I, oooh

She read my eyes, and unhooked my bra. Her finger traced around the Areola, her mouth sucked on the nipple. My body shifted up, I moaned into her ear. My body was weak, she was in control.

Her eyes were closed “Wait,” she sighed “We can’t do this Spencer.” she muttered.

God I can’t believe this, why must her conscience now come into play. Fuck you conscience I fucking hate you, I spit on you. Ugh!

“You’re kidding right? Please tell me you’re kidding!?” She flinched at my words. I didn’t mean to yell at her but I couldn’t sustain my emotions anymore. I was being ripped apart because of one girl; the girl.

I’m getting fucking tired of these games. One minute she’s hot and the next she’s fucking cold. 

“Spence I really like you, but we can’t do this. Both you and I know that, I’m just willing to admit it.” The sadness seeped in her voice.

I rubbed my head and just sat there. I didn’t know what else to do.

Do I beg?

 Do I walk away?

Or do I stay?

I throw my shirt back on and got up. I turned around for a second to contemplate what I would do next.

 This is fucking frustrating! Not only am I horny as fuck, now my heart is getting torn apart once… again. Wow this girl definitely knows how to fuck someone over. No pun intended okay, okay maybe a little.

“Spencer I’m…” I harshly cut her off. “No, this is bullshit and you know it. Ashley I don’t understand, why you can’t be with me. Tell me why? Explain to me why you can’t choose me!?” My voice was frail, there was only so much I could take.

“Don’t you want to fight back, don’t you think you owe me that. There you go again taking my pride; you keep taking me for a ride since I told you I was on you side.”