I woke up in the nurse's office to Angela's peering light brown eyes.

“She's awake.” She said to whoever else was in the room without turning around.

I saw the nurse peer down at me from beside Angela. I heard some coughing in the background, so I tried to sit up slowly, afraid of feeling lightheaded or dizzy. When I sat up, I wished I could die. Everyone from my table was crowded into the room, waiting for me to wake up, well, almost everyone. Lauren and Jessica were missing.

I sat up fully, and got off the table. “Nothing to see here guys. I'm okay. You can go back to your classes.” I said trying to wave them out of the room.

“Lunch hasn't even ended yet, Bella.” I heard Angela whisper beside me.

I mouthed an 'o' and went to get out of the room.

“Just make sure you come back here as soon as you start to feel sick again. We wouldn't want you to faint again.” the nurse called from behind me.

I nodded my head and walked out of the room with everyone following behind me. When I heard the bell ring, Angela and I walked back to our classes. She kept asking me if I was alright, and I kept nodding my head saying I was fine and that I just wasn't feeling well this morning.

The rest of classes passed in a blur. I wasn't paying attention to the droning on of any of my teachers about finals next week and graduation rehearsal. I couldn't be more ready to just go home and get away from everything.

When class finally ended, I got out of gym thanks to saying I felt sorta sick, I went straight to my truck and pushed my truck to its limit. I didn't want to go home. I couldn't bear being home, knowing he could be gone for good. I needed things to remind me of him. Places we had been together.