After Spencer climaxed, Ashley slowly removed her fingers from inside her wife.  Eventually catching their breath, Ashley laid atop Spencer basking in the afterglow allowing her fingers to gently stroke the blonde’s hair, both girls looking deeply into each other’s eyes.  After a few minutes of silence, it was Spencer who spoke first.

“What are you thinking?” she whispered, her voice still raw from their recent activities. Ashley stared into her eyes for a few more seconds, seemingly trying to find the right words for her thoughts.

“I wish…I wish I could be with you like a man…I wish I could be inside you, cum inside you when we make love, and create a life from the joining of our two souls in one.” Spencer had tears forming in her eyes.  The passion in Ashley’s eyes was a dead giveaway of her seriousness.  Unable to speak, a silence fell between the two girls, both allowing the brunette’s words to sink in.

“I’m ready for that Spencer.  I’m ready.” After another pause, Spencer finally spoke up.  “You have no idea how much I have always wanted to hear those word come out of your mouth Ashley.  I have never wanted anything more than to have a little you running around, calling me mommy.”  She paused.  The happy glint in her eye quickly turning sad.  “But Ashley, you’re on the road for months at a time touring or going to interviews, hell your only going to be home for another week before touring the east coast for the next six weeks…. I can’t raise our family alone Ashley.  I can’t, and I won’t” Spencer finished solemnly.

“I’m done”

“What?”

“I’m done.  I got a call a few weeks ago from the label about renewing my contract for next year.  I declined.  Once this next tour is over Spence, I’m done being a rock star.”

“Wha…What?!” Was all a shocked Spencer could get out.  “But Ashley, your music means everything to you…”

“No, you do” Ashley cut her off.  Still looking deeply into Spencer’s eyes trying to convey her true feelings, “ I want to watch Sesame Street… and read bedtime stories.  I want to buy little puma sneakers and a tiny Guns and Roses shirt.  I want to check under the bed for monsters and kiss booboos better…. I want to be woken up at two in the morning because our child wants to see his mommies…. I want to raise a family with you Spencer Davies.”Spencer smiled with tears freely running down her face. She gently ran her hand along Ashley’s jaw line, and leaned up to kiss her wife.  The kiss was short, but passion filled.  Spencer allowed herself to convey all of her feeling that she could not say through words.