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Growing Up – (Chapter: Revisited)
“Maybe it would better for both of us if I just let it go.” Danielle just shakes her head and looks down.
“Well I’m gonna go to bed now.” I am not sure how to describe her tone, but I know there is something wrong. Her voice oozes with disappointment, but is laced with enough annoyance that I am not going to question her need to retire at ten o’clock. She silently clicks off her light as she slides into bed and turns to face the wall without another word.
I sit on the edge of my bed, staring helplessly at the back of the person who I easily owe my sanity to, if not my life. Danielle has been my roommate and my best friend since school began, but in her silent statement I know in my heart I have crossed the limit of her patience. Like usual, she ultimately leaves the decision up to me in hopes I will do the right thing, but with Spencer, I never do and her reaction tells me that this time is no different.
Although I am completely and totally emotionally spent, having slept all day, I physically can not share her desire to call it a night. Instead, I change my clothes and slip on sneakers before heading out the door, hanging one last look on Dani who uncharacteristically has her back to me as she attempts to sleep,.
The hallway seems longer than usual and the faces in it are different. It feels as if the whole world has changed while I’ve slept. Perhaps I just have a new perspective. My feet drag as I walk heavily down the seemingly unfamiliar corridor, hoping for even a sliver of recognition of the life I had before I knew she called. Or even of the life I had before I knew I was capable of putting my hands in rage to someone’s throat.
I finally reach the exit and step out into the brisk November air. It is particularly chilly and I watch the breath leave my mouth in a thick white cloud. I stuff my hands into my pockets and say a silent thank you as I emerge with the gloves I was unsure I would find there. I close my jacket tightly around me and slip the gloves on before I head out into the night.
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Thank God for Danielle. Ashley… should’ve, could’ve, would’ve … get on with it. MAKE THE PHONE CALL! Bring on Spencer…we miss her.
I feel like Im going crazy, Ashleys pissing me off. lol she needs to stop acting like a kid and grow up.
Aw, c’mon Ash, Danielle’s just trying to help…*sigh*…everything will work out in the end, I just know it…right? Please do continue hon=D
Ashley, Ashley, Ashley. She is just soo frustrating. I swear. Argh! post more soon.
Goddamnit! Why does Ash always pull this shit..its not like its a sin for Dani to tell Spence…ARGH!! Ok, im going to calm down now…she was getting so damn close to calling…wtf ok so im not calming down but thats besides the point!…ok im gonna go have a cup of tea….calm myself, and then return so that i can read the rest of the updates without constantly thinking about this story…lmao
you know what??…i just realized something…ASHLEY NEEDS TO GROW THE HELL UP!!!!…no wonder this story is called Growing Up…gosh im slow…wow…but i do feel that the process should hurry up lol post more sooN!
“I just can’t believe you would do that.”….Damnit Ashley the FUTURE is here..Get Spencer on the phone!!!I swear the suspense is killing me slowly but surely!!!Thanks for the great chapter!!!Post soon.Still loving it!!!:)
Is funny how some people *cough*everyoneexceptme*cough* used to hate danielle in the beginning and now they love her. I always loved her, just as I always hated Sara and Jesse, I know they are bad news, both of them, even if we have only heard about crazy Sara, mabye Jesse is hitting spencer? or cheating on her? or doing drugs? Oh I hope so. So what’s next? Just make Ashley call her, I mean come on! is she going to take like 2 years? so when they can finally be together they are out of college? that’s NOT fair, Ashley can always transfer
Oh my god, Ashley pretty much sucks in this chapter. Ugh. I’m glad Danielle called Spencer. At least someone has a brain. Thanks for the update!
Damn I just want to slap the hell out of Ashley. Caseygurl, you are the boss of them. Make them submit to YOUR desires!!! Hmmm….Ashley submitting to desires…ummm…yeah…..oh, sorry, I got distracted. :) Love the update hun.
Thank God for Danielle. Ashley… should’ve, could’ve, would’ve … get on with it. MAKE THE PHONE CALL! Bring on Spencer…we miss her.
I feel like Im going crazy, Ashleys pissing me off. lol she needs to stop acting like a kid and grow up.
Aw, c’mon Ash, Danielle’s just trying to help…*sigh*…everything will work out in the end, I just know it…right? Please do continue hon=D
Ashley, Ashley, Ashley. She is just soo frustrating. I swear. Argh! post more soon.
Goddamnit! Why does Ash always pull this shit..its not like its a sin for Dani to tell Spence…ARGH!! Ok, im going to calm down now…she was getting so damn close to calling…wtf ok so im not calming down but thats besides the point!…ok im gonna go have a cup of tea….calm myself, and then return so that i can read the rest of the updates without constantly thinking about this story…lmao
you know what??…i just realized something…ASHLEY NEEDS TO GROW THE HELL UP!!!!…no wonder this story is called Growing Up…gosh im slow…wow…but i do feel that the process should hurry up lol post more sooN!
“I just can’t believe you would do that.”….Damnit Ashley the FUTURE is here..Get Spencer on the phone!!!I swear the suspense is killing me slowly but surely!!!Thanks for the great chapter!!!Post soon.Still loving it!!!:)
Is funny how some people *cough*everyoneexceptme*cough* used to hate danielle in the beginning and now they love her. I always loved her, just as I always hated Sara and Jesse, I know they are bad news, both of them, even if we have only heard about crazy Sara, mabye Jesse is hitting spencer? or cheating on her? or doing drugs? Oh I hope so. So what’s next? Just make Ashley call her, I mean come on! is she going to take like 2 years? so when they can finally be together they are out of college? that’s NOT fair, Ashley can always transfer
Oh my god, Ashley pretty much sucks in this chapter. Ugh. I’m glad Danielle called Spencer. At least someone has a brain. Thanks for the update!
Damn I just want to slap the hell out of Ashley. Caseygurl, you are the boss of them. Make them submit to YOUR desires!!! Hmmm….Ashley submitting to desires…ummm…yeah…..oh, sorry, I got distracted. :) Love the update hun.
Despite Danielle’s actions being hasty, she’s my hero! Because she placed that phone call I’ll sleep soundly tonight. Please post soon!
Despite Danielle’s actions being hasty, she’s my hero! Because she placed that phone call I’ll sleep soundly tonight. Please post soon!
All I have to say is, thank you, Danielle. You see, she’s a little-known actress and even SHE’s willing to do what’s best for the story! Man. Ashley, stop acting like the spoiled, rich girl that you are and be pro-active for once. Why is it that the last line of that made me think of Jessica Simpson and P. Diddy?
All I have to say is, thank you, Danielle. You see, she’s a little-known actress and even SHE’s willing to do what’s best for the story! Man. Ashley, stop acting like the spoiled, rich girl that you are and be pro-active for once. Why is it that the last line of that made me think of Jessica Simpson and P. Diddy?
yeah. I think i’m first to comment. ok I love your story, but your really driving me crazy. I need more spencer and Ashley time. you need to talk to your actors and tell them to suck it up. They get paid to do what there told. no more letting them rewrite the script. who’s with me? Love the story!
yeah. I think i’m first to comment. ok I love your story, but your really driving me crazy. I need more spencer and Ashley time. you need to talk to your actors and tell them to suck it up. They get paid to do what there told. no more letting them rewrite the script. who’s with me? Love the story!
Oh, the drama! Lovely update, girl. Unlike Ashley (right now), I am SO glad Dani talked to Spencer. It didn’t seem like Ashley was EVER going to make a move, I’m just SOMEONE did, even if it wasn’t her. I can’t wait to read what happens next with Spashley… And, hopefully, Ashley and Danielle make ammends soon. Having two roommates angry at each other for too long can be madening! Thank you for the update! :)
Oh, the drama! Lovely update, girl. Unlike Ashley (right now), I am SO glad Dani talked to Spencer. It didn’t seem like Ashley was EVER going to make a move, I’m just SOMEONE did, even if it wasn’t her. I can’t wait to read what happens next with Spashley… And, hopefully, Ashley and Danielle make ammends soon. Having two roommates angry at each other for too long can be madening! Thank you for the update! :)
PLZ UPDATE SOON!MMKAY BYEE.. LOL I LOVE THIS STORY..I SWEAR WHEN I WAS FIRST READING THE BEGINGING CHAPTERS AND SHIT…U LIKE PUT ME THROUGH SO MUCH HEARTBREAK..I MEAN I WASL IKE ABOUT TO CALL AN AMBULANCE I THOUGHT I WAS GONNA DIE.. HAHA IT WAS SOO SAD AND THEN SOME PARTS SOOO GOOD..PLZ UPDATE SOON! BYEE
PLZ UPDATE SOON!MMKAY BYEE.. LOL I LOVE THIS STORY..I SWEAR WHEN I WAS FIRST READING THE BEGINGING CHAPTERS AND SHIT…U LIKE PUT ME THROUGH SO MUCH HEARTBREAK..I MEAN I WASL IKE ABOUT TO CALL AN AMBULANCE I THOUGHT I WAS GONNA DIE.. HAHA IT WAS SOO SAD AND THEN SOME PARTS SOOO GOOD..PLZ UPDATE SOON! BYEE