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    Grow Old With Me – (Chapter: Who Do You Love?)

    “Hey!” Ben called out. “Are you okay?” I physically couldn’t answer him; he jogged over and knelt down beside me. “Are you hurt?” I managed to shake my head, knowing that he meant physically and not emotionally… since emotionally, I was destroyed. “Come on.” He wrapped my arm around his shoulders and hoisted me up, half-carrying me back to his room. When we got there, he lowered me onto the couch.

    “I need something to drink,” I told him. He nodded and went to the fridge, returning moments later with a bottle of water. I had meant an alcoholic drink, but I doubted he’d let that go and I didn’t have the energy to argue. I took a sip of water and capped the bottle, letting it fall to the ground.

    “You should eat something.” I knew he was right; the lack of food in my body wasn’t helping. But the thought of food made my stomach cringe, and I shook my head. Luckily, his phone rang and he went into the bedroom to answer it. I guess he thought I wouldn’t be able to hear him in there… but he was wrong.

    “Hey you… yeah, I was actually just going to call, I think we’re going to have to reschedule lunch… I know, I know, I’m sorry… yeah, she’s, um.. she’s not handling it all that well and I don’t think I should leave her alone… okay, yeah, that sounds good, thanks… alright, I love you too… bye.” I immediately felt guilty, knowing I had wrecked his plans to hang out with Allie.

    “I’m sorry,” I told him sincerely once he had returned into the room.

    “It’s okay,” he replied.

    “What if Spencer loves her?” I blurted out, feeling the tears begin to form and then fall.

    “What are you talking about?”

    “What if Spencer loves that girl?”

    “Are you high?” he asked. “Spencer loves you.”

    “What if she doesn’t even know? She’s… she’s never been with another girl, besides me. Apparently they had a lot in common, and she obviously liked hanging out with her. What if I’ve been holding her back… and this was the only way she knew to get around it?”

    “You’re crazy,” he told me. “Ash, she loves you, alright? I don’t even want to argue with you about this. You’re being ridiculous.”

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    1. Ok Spencer. I realize that you might get a little distracted because Paula’s in town, but you really need to keep your head in the game. It’s time to follow my three easy steps to mindblowing make-up sex: 1. Bold demonstrations of love and commitment, 2. Grovel, grovel, grovel, and last but not least 3. Develop and use your lost, repentant, but still very sexy puppy look (trust me, this look has got me out of much worse shitstorms than your situation).

    2. Ok Spencer. I realize that you might get a little distracted because Paula’s in town, but you really need to keep your head in the game. It’s time to follow my three easy steps to mindblowing make-up sex: 1. Bold demonstrations of love and commitment, 2. Grovel, grovel, grovel, and last but not least 3. Develop and use your lost, repentant, but still very sexy puppy look (trust me, this look has got me out of much worse shitstorms than your situation).

    3. yea! for spencer for not going “oh, maybe ashley’s not my soul mate” and yea! for ashley for feeling, instead of stuffing!!! progress were making progress

    4. yea! for spencer for not going “oh, maybe ashley’s not my soul mate” and yea! for ashley for feeling, instead of stuffing!!! progress were making progress

    5. Answer: we love you. And your amazing writing skills. So if you post more, we shall shower you in adoring comments, and possibly send english bartenders to massage your feet (it’s a promise i can’t really keep)

    6. Answer: we love you. And your amazing writing skills. So if you post more, we shall shower you in adoring comments, and possibly send english bartenders to massage your feet (it’s a promise i can’t really keep)

    7. Memo to Spencer: “Locate the problem” – Spencer Carlin & Carly. “Personalize the problem for the patient” – Someone else rubbing up on Ashley’s girlfriend (Ashley’s the “patient” as I’m pretty sure she’ll be needing a new heart…however, Spencer may need a new brain…and some courage. What is this, The Wizard of Oz?). Finally, “determine the best approach for reaching a solution” – Getting down on your knees and…umm, begging…yes, that’s exactly what I was going to say. As always Kozmic, I’m looking forward to the next sextacular…oops, SPECTACULAR chapter! On a serious note, I can’t imagine the time that goes into writing these chapters and in the event that I haven’t said it yet, thank you for sharing this story Kozmic. Carry on. Nothing to see here people.

    8. Memo to Spencer: “Locate the problem” – Spencer Carlin & Carly. “Personalize the problem for the patient” – Someone else rubbing up on Ashley’s girlfriend (Ashley’s the “patient” as I’m pretty sure she’ll be needing a new heart…however, Spencer may need a new brain…and some courage. What is this, The Wizard of Oz?). Finally, “determine the best approach for reaching a solution” – Getting down on your knees and…umm, begging…yes, that’s exactly what I was going to say. As always Kozmic, I’m looking forward to the next sextacular…oops, SPECTACULAR chapter! On a serious note, I can’t imagine the time that goes into writing these chapters and in the event that I haven’t said it yet, thank you for sharing this story Kozmic. Carry on. Nothing to see here people.

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