I groaned and decided to leave that for later.  My head was still pounding slightly and I needed to get away from it all.

Natural lighting filled my room.  It was soft and just enough for my still sensitive eyes.  The couch in front of my Tv had black stains I presume as make up on it.  While two cups lay toppled on the ground.  Clothing sat on the threshold of the bathroom door and pillows were scattered all around the Tv.   

For the first time in my life I can say that I don’t remember half of what happened.  I remember Ashley’s break down and taking her and her sister back to our place.  I remember Aiden and Aunty Lisa trying to comfort a frantic Kyla that I believe is now sleeping in Matts room.  I remember mom stitching up an unconscious Ashley.  And I remember dad taking her to bed with me.

After she woke up is when things get sketchy.  I know I spent a little time comforting her after she woke.  Then she started to explore my room in the darkness.  After she finished doing that she joined me on the window seat were we… 

Oh my god!  We almost kissed!

I mean I think we did.  I remember leaning in and stuff but the only memory that comes after that is puking my guts out.  

No, no we didn’t kiss.  

But we were going to?  I-I think.  

My brain hurts.  

I retreated back to my bed to lie next to her.  She still looked so peaceful and my soar head needed peaceful.

I sighed and snuggled further into the warm body lying curled up on my bed.  My eyes were tired but my brain and body had other ideas.  So the best I could do was lay there next to her and dream.

“Mmm.”  Ashley mumbled.  She cutely smacked her lips and I awed.  “Kitty.”  She said with her eyes closed.  I at her unsure if she was asleep or what.  

“Hmm?”  I asked softly next to her cute ear.  

“Where did the banananana’s go?”  She asked softly then nuzzled into me.  I snorted.  Banananana’s?