EmPOV

Watching Bella drive away, I was silently hoping that tonight would be a success. She needed a man in her life and I was on a mission to get one for her. Did she not realize how freaking hot she is? Every time we go out it is like she is oblivious to the men that stare at her.

Well, it is probably best that she doesn’t notice them. I mean, I would probably ending up having to kick their ass for breaking her heart.

Anytime I would have a girl come over, it was like they were instantly jealous of her. I don’t know what their deals were. Maybe it was because Bella lived with me and Jasper.  Or they saw her as a threat for some reason. Didn’t bother me any as I never kept them around long enough to find out. Most of them got on my nerves after a couple of months. I sent out another hopeful thought. That Bella would find somebody to help ease of the pain she has gone through. Then I turned and went back into the house.

Putting all thoughts of Bella aside, I needed to focus on myself. I mean, come on!? Maybe I will get laid tonight. It had been a couple of months and I had a lot of sexual tension built up. Maybe there would be some girls in a hot, small, sexy stripper outfit. Then we could do some role playing. I started to get hard just thinking about it.

JPOV

I inwardly sighed when Bella left a few minutes ago. She deserved the world. I wish that I could find somebody to help give her what she deserved most.  Love. Between Emmett and myself, we have had enough lovers over the past few years for all three of us. The reality of that though was Bella had no lovers during those times.  And honestly, most of it coming from Emmett and his playboy ways.  Instead, she had been slowly crawling out of the hole of a nightmare that she had been dumped in to three years ago.

That aside, I had no idea why she didn’t see the value in herself. It is as if she feels like Emmett and I are the only ones in her life that she didn’t have to wear a fake smile for, or that she can also be truly happy around. She didn’t see the men that Emmett and I saw on a consistent basis dropping their jaws and staring at her. She even felt like she never deserved Edward. When in fact, he didn’t deserve her. Don’t get me wrong, I liked the guy. My problem was that he treated her like she was a Barbie, always making decisions for her and afraid she would break her neck if he wasn’t there. Bella had her moments, and a lot of them, of falling and hurting herself. But that was just Bella.