June 12th

      These past few days have been great, Eventhough they came from the death of a marriage. Ever since the day they started to get a divorce, I’ve been uncomforatable at home. So my Dad has let me spend the VERY long and hot summer with Ashley, In her Father’s empty lonely beach house.

          Ashley is making it harder for me. It’s hot out, and she is wearing a shhort skirt, when she bends over like she is now, I can see her thong and her ass. I just want to go and grab it, damn those stupid manners i unfourtunatley have. Did I Mention her shirt? It is short too! I can see the bottom edges of her breasts,when she raises or streches her arms, she is torturing me by not wearing a bra.
           

             Ever since i realized I liked girls i have been,feeling diffrently. I am not the same Spencer. I have been dreaming about Ashley, waiting and hoping for those dreams to come alive. And today she was realling testing my courage, i mean really. I wanted her, i wanted her to be with me, in a way more intense than we are now, way more,much more.

         I need her. I can’t take it anymore.

                             Spencer, the desperate.

              Dear Diary,

                     This is a moment to always remember.

           I told Spencer i was tired,but i wasn’t. I just need to lay down. As I was Laying down, I heard spencer come in next to me like i have for the past two weeks. But I guess that wasn’t her plan.

                          A Lost cause for words, Ashley.

                Diary,

When I saw Ashley Laying down, knowing what was underneath her clothes, I could not help myself. Instead of staying next to her, i put one leg on each side of her. Slipped my hand under skirt a caressed her. Her eyes shot open and she whispered through a slight moan "Spence, what…." Before she could continue I Move up further and stuck my hands up her shirt, and massaged her breasts and said " Ash, I need you, I can’t fight it off anylonger" she stared in my eyes then whispered backed to me a single word "okay".

               Before I knew it Ashley was ontop of me. She kissed me softly on the lips then thrusted her tongue sharply in my mouth.

                              Have to go now i’ll continue this a bit later ashley is still naked and well you know.

                                A still very Horny, Spencer.

                     TO BE CONTINUED, sorry bout that but i need to do other stuff, i will post more tomorrow.