8 years ago:

"Ally… I think… I think I love you" I said almost shaking. God, just being close to her. We’ve been friend for so long but the past couple of month I started felling more… more then a friend should feel. I’m not stupid I know what it means but being 16 and deciding that you are a lesbian was kinnda hard for me to do. And now we are sitting in my room on my bed and I’m confessing my feelings hoping for the best.

"I love you to Spencer…" she says and give me a hug "you’re my best friend" she kisses me on the cheek.

"No Ally" I say annoyed "I mean more then friends!" she looks at me as if not understanding

 I take her hands in mine and look into her eyes.

"When I look at you I want to hold you and kiss you I want… I want to make love to you." She looks away, "oh" she says… I look away too I’ve ruined it… I knew I shouldn’t have said anything "I’m sorry…" I say as I turn my head back to look at her knowing that our friendship is over and fearing the look I’ll find on her face "I didn’t…" then she kissed me oh so passionately. Soon I was kissing back as our tongues came out and played with each other.

"Oh god Spence, I wanted to do that for so long!" "Me too" I say as I go back to her lips then I started kissing her neck breathing hard. I pulled away, asking for permission with my eyes then when seeing a smile lifted her shirt up and above her head exposing her lace covered breasts. She was so beautiful.

"Breath" she tells me I didn’t even notice I was holding my breath.

"You are so beautiful, I want you so much" I whisper harshly

"Me too" she takes my hand and lead it to her breast.

"Touch me, please, I need you." She begs and I gladly obey. I rub her breasts as I kiss her again.

"God you feel so good" I tell her. I lay on top of her as I take off her bra. I kiss her neck then down to her chest as I start unbuttoning her jeans. She’s whimpering I have to stop so I could look at her this is my dream but it’s happening now… it’s almost too much watching her whispering my name in passion all sweaty, her eyes closed, black hair spread on my pillow, head tilt back.