He laughed softly and stood up taking her with him. "Guess I should feed you."

"Hey, I'm not a pet. I know how to feed myself thank you." She teased and tossed his shirt at him. He just shook his head and smiled as he put his shirt on then went with her to the kitchen. She opened the fridge to see what little food was there just for her. She still couldn't get over that she was the only one in the house that ate that type of food. Settling on a bowl of cereal she set down on a stool at the bar to enjoy it. Edward just stood there and watched her, always interested in anything she did. He would have to go feed himself once she went to sleep.

Bella finished and washed her dishes before heading back to his room. Which over time had become their room since almost all her things were there and he even put in a bed for her recently. Edward shut the door behind them and watched as she pulled on a tank top to sleep in. Only then reminded of what happened to her that day as the bruises showed on her back. Keeping his thoughts to himself he followed her across the room to join her on the bed to hold her as she went to sleep.

He pulled himself away from her gently with a kiss to her forehead to set out with his plan to feed once she had fallen asleep.

That night was the first night he actually felt bad for killing an animal. The animal was innocent and really had no other purpose there than to fall meal to something else. His mind kept flashing to those around him that deserved to be in the animals spot more so than it, at least thats how he felt. It frightened him to feel that way and knew it was because of his love for Bella. He never once before had such hatred toward certain humans. The fact nothing was being done to those that harmed her he figured had to be why. Plus the extreme frustration that had been building in him since he pulled Bella away from Charlie. He wondered if he was going to feel like this forever. He knew inside how protective he was over her and how much it hurt to have something happen to her and to hold back all of his feelings. He now felt like it was his instinct to do something to those that had hurt her. How close he had come to losing himself to Charlie when he grabbed her arm the other day at school. He had never been so careless before, so stressed out and happy at the same time. It made no sense. Knowing how much he loved Bella and what he would do for her, he could not lose control of himself because of her and ruin everything for himself and his family. The one deer is what he settled on for the night since he couldn't bring himself to do it again right then. He quickly returned to his home and stood by the glass door to his room looking in on Bella as she slept. Would the monster really win him over and he lose control all over a girl? Or would he have to leave with a broken heart? So many questions left unanswered but he was clueless as to how to make these horrible feelings go away.

He took his hand to trace the drops of water on the glass as he continued to stare at her just letting his mind go blank for once and not think of anything.