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Best For Me – (Chapter: I try to talk to you, and can’t get past the weather)
The fact that she and Elly both missed Ashley was even more worrying. The whole point of this had been to make it less complicated. Instead it seemed the two girls were miserable without their company. Three wasn’t a crowd it turned out. Elly NEVER asked after Gray, but she’d asked after Ashley with a determination that had drawn admiration from Spencer.
And to top it all off, Spencer had to admit to being just a little sexually frustrated. Who wouldn’t be, going to sleep in that bed. Thinking about it. Dreaming about it. Waking up drenched in sweat from your brain reliving it night after night. Ok, that was on the bottom of her list of concerns at the moment, but still, it was always there in the back of her mind.
So with all of her frustration, not to mention her angst at not getting through to Ashley, Spencer cleaned the hall cupboards. Then she cleaned the kitchen cupboards, and the bathroom. She stopped to put Elly and Mr. Ruffles to bed, making sure she took an extra long time reading their story and gave them both lots of affection to make up for her grumpiness earlier. As she moved to turn off the light she heard a tap on the wall, Elly getting her attention.
“Is Ashley coming over soon?” the little girl signed. “Mr. Ruffles misses her.”
Spencer smiled weakly. “I hope so honey, she’s just busy with work at the moment. She’ll come by and say hi to us soon ok.” It may be a lie, but Spencer was hoping it was the truth so much she dared to give her daughter that hope too. Switching off the light, she went to find something else to clean.
Two more days passed, nearly a week and a half. Spencer knew that something was very wrong. She ached with missing Ashley, and not in a sexual way. Her heart ached and she missed the presence of the brunette in her life. She missed her hanging around the kitchen while Spencer cooked dinner. Missed watching her swing Elly around the living room, playing and laughing. She missed everything, and the aching wouldn’t stop. Elly was missing her too, although she’d stopped asking so much after her. That worried Spencer even more. Elly never asked after Gray, and while Spencer tried to make up for her ex-husbands lack of fathering skills, she knew Elly felt a little abandoned. Now she was feeling it again. That wasn’t Ashley’s fault, god knew, it was Spencer’s if anyone’s but still… it made her worry. She tried Ashley’s cell again. Turned off. For days.
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I loved this chatper. I felt sorry for Spencer;( What the hell is Ashley thinking? Not talking to her for over a week…I really love Elly. I’m glad you had her in this chapter. I thought it was cute how she asked about Ashley. Awwwww, she misses her;( Even though I’m disappointed with Ashley, I can understand. Shes probably scared. She’s in love with Spencer and shes probably just as crazy about Elly as she is about her. (i
Spencer needs to make up her mind because there’s no reason they can be together. Screw Paula and Gray. What’s Gray’s deal? I keep wondering. Was it really work? Or another woman? Is he gay? I know he admitted that Spencer was right about their marriage but, i’m worried he might try to fix things. Even though he’s still acting like a loser. Please post more when you can. And I love the smut stuff but, i love your Elly filled chapters,too. This whole story is the best.
Dammit don’t leave me on a cliff!!! I wanna know whats wrong!…please?! Ugh, alright I’ll put my frustrations towards screaming into a pillow. YAY at least there was an update! But you do know your killing me with this cliff right? I mean torture would seem like a sight of mercy right now compared to this. Alright well I’m looking forward to finding out what has added to Ashley’s depressed state.
what the hell is wrong with her post now longer
ah, sad.
OH GOD, OH GOD, OH GOD, OH GOD!!!! WHAT’S WRONG WITH ASHLEY?!?!? You got me freaking out. I need to know! Feel free to post as soon as possible.
oooooooooooooooooooooooo drama! i like!@
oh man oh man oh man…. ashley is heart broken she wants spencer n thinks spencer doesnt want herawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwtear
i wish i hadnt read that. why? cause Spencer’s ache Ashley’s ache. though fiction all to real in what’s happening now. very well done Sez. i love this story
I loved this chatper. I felt sorry for Spencer;( What the hell is Ashley thinking? Not talking to her for over a week…I really love Elly. I’m glad you had her in this chapter. I thought it was cute how she asked about Ashley. Awwwww, she misses her;( Even though I’m disappointed with Ashley, I can understand. Shes probably scared. She’s in love with Spencer and shes probably just as crazy about Elly as she is about her. (i
Spencer needs to make up her mind because there’s no reason they can be together. Screw Paula and Gray. What’s Gray’s deal? I keep wondering. Was it really work? Or another woman? Is he gay? I know he admitted that Spencer was right about their marriage but, i’m worried he might try to fix things. Even though he’s still acting like a loser. Please post more when you can. And I love the smut stuff but, i love your Elly filled chapters,too. This whole story is the best.
Dammit don’t leave me on a cliff!!! I wanna know whats wrong!…please?! Ugh, alright I’ll put my frustrations towards screaming into a pillow. YAY at least there was an update! But you do know your killing me with this cliff right? I mean torture would seem like a sight of mercy right now compared to this. Alright well I’m looking forward to finding out what has added to Ashley’s depressed state.
what the hell is wrong with her post now longer
ah, sad.
OH GOD, OH GOD, OH GOD, OH GOD!!!! WHAT’S WRONG WITH ASHLEY?!?!? You got me freaking out. I need to know! Feel free to post as soon as possible.
oooooooooooooooooooooooo drama! i like!@
oh man oh man oh man…. ashley is heart broken she wants spencer n thinks spencer doesnt want herawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwtear
i wish i hadnt read that. why? cause Spencer’s ache Ashley’s ache. though fiction all to real in what’s happening now. very well done Sez. i love this story
Ill write a better comment later when im not so tied up….=P but PMS, its great
Ill write a better comment later when im not so tied up….=P but PMS, its great
This story is greater than great. I just LOVE it! So much emotion – and you write it so one can almost taste it, feel it, live it yourself.(Oh, and please don’y forget 28 days – I love that too)
This story is greater than great. I just LOVE it! So much emotion – and you write it so one can almost taste it, feel it, live it yourself.(Oh, and please don’y forget 28 days – I love that too)
Well I read the story,then had to go back and read peglegmeg’s comment. so I get that they can’t be just friends…bring on the next chapter…quickly :) We all miss Ashley :)
Well I read the story,then had to go back and read peglegmeg’s comment. so I get that they can’t be just friends…bring on the next chapter…quickly :) We all miss Ashley :)
absolutely brilliant writing, so much conveyed in a small space. why is it so hard for people to be honest about their feelings? perhaps now spencer will realize that her life is more complicated without ashley, not the other way around, yeah?bravo.
absolutely brilliant writing, so much conveyed in a small space. why is it so hard for people to be honest about their feelings? perhaps now spencer will realize that her life is more complicated without ashley, not the other way around, yeah?bravo.
Amazing chapter! I cant wait for the next chapter! Update soon!
Amazing chapter! I cant wait for the next chapter! Update soon!
Clom, I demand you post more immediately – no excuses! I want to know what’s up with Ashley, I want Spencer to fix it, I want them to be happy, maybe buy a pet together, share stories around a camp fire, exchange keys, maybe eventually move in together, make their own army of Spashley babies to compete in numerous sporting events against the Cloobers, whilst also being leaders of a large vigilante movement that aims to rid the world of neanderthals like Bush. So many things I want, in so little time. To be fair though, I’d settle for another great post from you, and an extension on my coursework at uni! C’mon, make me happy ;-)
Clom, I demand you post more immediately – no excuses! I want to know what’s up with Ashley, I want Spencer to fix it, I want them to be happy, maybe buy a pet together, share stories around a camp fire, exchange keys, maybe eventually move in together, make their own army of Spashley babies to compete in numerous sporting events against the Cloobers, whilst also being leaders of a large vigilante movement that aims to rid the world of neanderthals like Bush. So many things I want, in so little time. To be fair though, I’d settle for another great post from you, and an extension on my coursework at uni! C’mon, make me happy ;-)
waaah update soon!
waaah update soon!
Ashley was being way too good…too “there” for Spencer without considering what her needs were. This seems more realistic, especially when the girls get what they want, then decide to try and suppress it. Maybe Ash isn’t crushed about their decision…maybe there is something else going on…but I can imagine being crushed by having it all, then having to back away from your bliss. Hurry up and get Spencer divorced! You certainly convey the pleasure and the pain of love. This story is great. PMS!!
Ashley was being way too good…too “there” for Spencer without considering what her needs were. This seems more realistic, especially when the girls get what they want, then decide to try and suppress it. Maybe Ash isn’t crushed about their decision…maybe there is something else going on…but I can imagine being crushed by having it all, then having to back away from your bliss. Hurry up and get Spencer divorced! You certainly convey the pleasure and the pain of love. This story is great. PMS!!
Well, bannerman, I LOVE the fact that you want Spashley babies – I do, too. But competing against the Cloobers? Phah! My progeny are sports ACES! They shall take over the world, once their top secret training is complete and…wait, I’ve revealed to much already. Pay no attention to the goober behind the curtain…
Well, bannerman, I LOVE the fact that you want Spashley babies – I do, too. But competing against the Cloobers? Phah! My progeny are sports ACES! They shall take over the world, once their top secret training is complete and…wait, I’ve revealed to much already. Pay no attention to the goober behind the curtain…
you blushing? who would have thought that a simple teen such as myself could get you to blush. i do believe you should update again today, and feel free to fish my way, ill give you all the compliments your sexyness can handle and then a few more. i love the drama, i love the realistic set to it. as much as i would love a happily ever after the moment they are together is just doesnt work that way. fantastic job, i woke up and this is the first thing ive done. screw church this is so much more important. i have run out of things to say at this very moment. cheers mate and i cant wait, so hurry and post the next enstallment. :]
you blushing? who would have thought that a simple teen such as myself could get you to blush. i do believe you should update again today, and feel free to fish my way, ill give you all the compliments your sexyness can handle and then a few more. i love the drama, i love the realistic set to it. as much as i would love a happily ever after the moment they are together is just doesnt work that way. fantastic job, i woke up and this is the first thing ive done. screw church this is so much more important. i have run out of things to say at this very moment. cheers mate and i cant wait, so hurry and post the next enstallment. :]
:) I theorize…therefore I am. I am waiting…to see where this kickass fic is going…I have ideas…:)
:) I theorize…therefore I am. I am waiting…to see where this kickass fic is going…I have ideas…:)