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Best For Me – (Chapter: However you feel, Whatever it takes)
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“I get that.” Oh did Spencer ever get it.
“I just don’t know where to start.”
“How about with: Are you ok?” Spencer touched Ashley’s knee, emphasizing her point.
Ashley stopped being quite so fascinated with the wooden surface in front of her and turned to Spencer. “I am. I really am.” She stopped to consider her next words. “I mean, I’m still upset, and it still hurts. But I don’t think that ever stops. And yet, I’m ok. I feel like I can keep going.”
“That’s good.”
“I… I want to be a part of your life Spence.”
“You already are you know. And it’s a little hard to inveigle your way out of that without seeming rude” the blonde teased, poking Ashley in the knee.
“I know. I don’t want to though. It’s just…”
“yeah?” Spencer asked, the knot in her stomach tightening with worry. She hated ‘just’.
“I’m not sure I can be anything more than your friend at the moment.” There, it was out.
“It’s ok Ash, I don’t really think I’m in the position to be anything more than your friend either.” Spencer leaned back. “As much as I know we’re good in a lot of ways, none of the complications in my life have gone away either.”
“We were a little naïve the other night Spencer.”
“That it would be simple being ‘just friends’” Spencer understood. The same thoughts had been running through her head. And whatever they decided to do, she knew that in her head they would never be just friends again.
“It’s still the best thing for us to do. I… I think that if I’m going to do this right I have to not push myself.” The coffee table suddenly held great interest again for the brunette. Spencer put her hand back on Ashley’s knee, drawing her attention back.
“It’s ok. We’re all good Ash. I promise.”
“Really?”
“Of course.” She smiled. “Come here you dork.” She pulled the musician over and into a strong hug. She squeezed her eyes shut at the feel of the embrace being returned.
“Thank you.” Spencer heard her companion whisper in her ear. And she couldn’t help whisper back,
“No. Thank you.”
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yay family time!and lol Fred the lasagna :pPMS!
However you feel, whatever it takes;Whenever it’s real, whatever awaits me;Whatever you need, however slight;Whenever it’s real, whenever it’s right. You know you love me for that. almost as i love you for this post. well done champ.
aww now you’re making me hungry and how the heck i’m gonna find lasagna for lunch here? okok off track a bit. i’m so happy that you’ve posted another chapter and i love the easy flow of your stories. but still it kinda leaves them hanging right? they say they wanna be friends but they can’t be just friends anymore? so confusing you better update soon and clarify all this!! ;)
fred the lasagna? that sounds a little good right now…damn you! you tease us with these two and then you tease us with lasagna?! now thats just cruel…
lovely update clomle-san. if i wasn’t so full of turkey and pie, i too would be craving fred the lasagna. (and people think it’s weird to name a car…spencer’s naming food items. doh.) wax on, wax off.
awesomely written once again. bravo.. he he fred.
Great update. Friends i wonder how long that will last. Cant wait to see what happens next. PMS
Once again I am amazed. Your writing always leaves me smiling. The way you effortless mix humor, sadness, desire and regret. I love it and Fred!!
NNNNIIIICCCCEEEE!!!!!
That nice deserved it’s own comment, all by itself. Let me say that this was a good one. Mostly filler between the meat of the story, but that’s what gets the story by. Ur a tease an I know u love it. U hold all the power. Please post filler and meat! *ew…* that was just gross.
You have no idea how much love Elly and Ashley together. I thought about this story and the next chapter all through my two day break. Elly is so adorable, even when she’s throwing tantrums. Mr. Ruffle’s makes me smile;)
yay family time!and lol Fred the lasagna :pPMS!
However you feel, whatever it takes;Whenever it’s real, whatever awaits me;Whatever you need, however slight;Whenever it’s real, whenever it’s right. You know you love me for that. almost as i love you for this post. well done champ.
aww now you’re making me hungry and how the heck i’m gonna find lasagna for lunch here? okok off track a bit. i’m so happy that you’ve posted another chapter and i love the easy flow of your stories. but still it kinda leaves them hanging right? they say they wanna be friends but they can’t be just friends anymore? so confusing you better update soon and clarify all this!! ;)
fred the lasagna? that sounds a little good right now…damn you! you tease us with these two and then you tease us with lasagna?! now thats just cruel…
lovely update clomle-san. if i wasn’t so full of turkey and pie, i too would be craving fred the lasagna. (and people think it’s weird to name a car…spencer’s naming food items. doh.) wax on, wax off.
awesomely written once again. bravo.. he he fred.
Great update. Friends i wonder how long that will last. Cant wait to see what happens next. PMS
Once again I am amazed. Your writing always leaves me smiling. The way you effortless mix humor, sadness, desire and regret. I love it and Fred!!
NNNNIIIICCCCEEEE!!!!!
That nice deserved it’s own comment, all by itself. Let me say that this was a good one. Mostly filler between the meat of the story, but that’s what gets the story by. Ur a tease an I know u love it. U hold all the power. Please post filler and meat! *ew…* that was just gross.
You have no idea how much love Elly and Ashley together. I thought about this story and the next chapter all through my two day break. Elly is so adorable, even when she’s throwing tantrums. Mr. Ruffle’s makes me smile;)
Awww. that is soooo freaking adorable, yet sad. I mean it was cute that ina friendly way they were huging and whispering cute little things to each other. I thought that was cute. but the fact that ashley and spencer are now JUST friends again…its lame. lameXcore(which for those who have heard me say that and dont know what it means, lameXcore means…damn it. i dont know what the hell it is supposed to mean. but it means really lame.) Anyways, back to my point. Ashley and spencer belong together. they are supposed to be cute and together and adorable(even though in this fic they’re older than me…damn it!) and totally together in the best way possible. But w/o drama, the story cant continue and blah blah blah. lol Anyways. PMS b/c you totally rock!!! lol
Awww. that is soooo freaking adorable, yet sad. I mean it was cute that ina friendly way they were huging and whispering cute little things to each other. I thought that was cute. but the fact that ashley and spencer are now JUST friends again…its lame. lameXcore(which for those who have heard me say that and dont know what it means, lameXcore means…damn it. i dont know what the hell it is supposed to mean. but it means really lame.) Anyways, back to my point. Ashley and spencer belong together. they are supposed to be cute and together and adorable(even though in this fic they’re older than me…damn it!) and totally together in the best way possible. But w/o drama, the story cant continue and blah blah blah. lol Anyways. PMS b/c you totally rock!!! lol
Yay ashley was back with spencer and elly, i like the family times! Great chapter as always, update soon!
Yay ashley was back with spencer and elly, i like the family times! Great chapter as always, update soon!