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    Best For Me – (Chapter: Do I really feel the way I feel?)

    Story written on December 18, 2006 by clomle44.
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    Story Shortlink: https://assertive-maroon-jellyfish.104-250-143-187.cpanel.site/?p=12920
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    Mr. Ruffles you GOD you.

    Living on coffee and no sleep, Spencer crawled through the day. Every second lasted an eternity, and not in a good way. Each beat of her heart mirroring each flick of the second hand and bringing her closer to the moment when Ashley was going to walk through that door. And then walk out again.

    Half of Spencer was determined to say something, to speak up and end this ridiculous game they seemed to be playing. For god sakes, Ashley couldn’t possibly think she was ok with this could she? Then again, she and Ashley had gone out of their way to define their relationship as friendship. How was that supposed to hold back the brunette?

    The other half of Spencer was wondering if she could just take off and hide.

    And so it was that Spencer found herself sitting on the couch, cuddling Mr. Ruffles like she was hanging on for dear life, and watching the clock tick over to four thirty. She knew it would be any minute now. What would she do, what would she say? Holding Mr. Ruffles tighter and tighter she rocked a little. Oh god this was like pure torture. She wasn’t sure she could hold this in, and she wasn’t sure she could handle seeing Ashley today. What if she totally freaked out when…

    “Are you ok?”

    Spencer jolted out of her inner stream of panic to find Ashley regarding her quizzically. Somehow in her utter alarm at the idea of the brunette coming home she’d managed to miss the brunette actually coming home.

    “Yeah… of course, why?” Spencer spluttered out, desperate to get some hold on herself.

    “Uh… because Mr. Ruffles can’t breathe and you look really worried.” Ashley pointed out.

    “Oh.” Spencer put the elephant down next to her. “Sorry, I was just thinking.”

    “Deep thoughts” Ashley nodded. “Wanna share?”

    “Not really,” Spencer sighed. “They were kind of stupid anyway.”

    The brunette tilted her head and then pulled her friend into a hug. “Never stupid Spence. Never stupid. I’m here if you want to talk ok.” With a kiss on the top of the blonde’s head, and a gentle caress down one cheek, Ashley walked away to her bedroom.

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    4. ‘Don’t you love me anymore?’ Poor Spencer.I’m so torn because of these past two chapters. I’m also ready to say “let the games begin” and tell Spencer to use Gray to make Ashley jealous. But, I’m petty and immature so what do I know? When I read this chapter, I feel like Ashley is begging for some type of response from Spencer. She wants her to say “Don’t go”. I don’t want Spencer to be sneaky or conniving because she’s too good for that. She should get Elly to throw a tantrum. Ok, that’s wrong. Whatever! Sue me, I don’t have kid’s. I just know they come on handy sometimes. Please don’t push them too too far a part.

    6. Damn Clom. Awesome update. And to Spencer: What the HELL? Looks like you missed your chance….or did you? We’ll have to wait and see. Make it good clom!

    7. Oh my God!!!! I’m soooo slow. You’re going to end this after a few more posts? WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What am I going to do?! What am I going to look for when I come here? This really is my favorite story. Oh shit, OH FUCK, you’re mean! You have to make this up to me by doing one shots for Best For Me every once in a while. Please! Please with cheese and sex on the side?! It’d be like catching up with them (Ash, Spencer, Elly and Alex) after some time. It doesn’t have to be JUST NC-17, stuff. Notice I said JUST because you can throw that in, too. You write the best Spashley stories. And Best For Me is still the best NC-17 chapters posted. Can you believe your NC stuff was original? Now, I see other’s post simular stuff. Like the crying after sex and the famous tug between the legs. Not saying you invented that but, you gave everyone who write fic’s here some idea’s. God, I wish I were as good as you because I you really do have the best sex…hehehe What am I gonna do now? If I were talented like you I could sex myself but, no one would care to view my work. Please keep posting stories here. Really though, why end it here? I guess it has to end sometime….but, not really because lesbian’s can keep going and going and going and going and going and going…..

    9. the honey haired hottie is not just going to vanish is she? for goi-ness sakes she works at the hospital. HA! just throw her in the mix. aint no fun if the honeys cant none! k my minds in the gutter. sry. i know every ones all rootin for spashley… i just want more clomle brilliance!

    10. I’m teletransporting Spencer of the third dimension so she can straddle and kiss Ashley.God Spencer, get your act together, lesbians move in on the second date! You must stop a second date.AHHHHHHHH

    14. ‘Don’t you love me anymore?’ Poor Spencer.I’m so torn because of these past two chapters. I’m also ready to say “let the games begin” and tell Spencer to use Gray to make Ashley jealous. But, I’m petty and immature so what do I know? When I read this chapter, I feel like Ashley is begging for some type of response from Spencer. She wants her to say “Don’t go”. I don’t want Spencer to be sneaky or conniving because she’s too good for that. She should get Elly to throw a tantrum. Ok, that’s wrong. Whatever! Sue me, I don’t have kid’s. I just know they come on handy sometimes. Please don’t push them too too far a part.

    16. Damn Clom. Awesome update. And to Spencer: What the HELL? Looks like you missed your chance….or did you? We’ll have to wait and see. Make it good clom!

    17. Oh my God!!!! I’m soooo slow. You’re going to end this after a few more posts? WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What am I going to do?! What am I going to look for when I come here? This really is my favorite story. Oh shit, OH FUCK, you’re mean! You have to make this up to me by doing one shots for Best For Me every once in a while. Please! Please with cheese and sex on the side?! It’d be like catching up with them (Ash, Spencer, Elly and Alex) after some time. It doesn’t have to be JUST NC-17, stuff. Notice I said JUST because you can throw that in, too. You write the best Spashley stories. And Best For Me is still the best NC-17 chapters posted. Can you believe your NC stuff was original? Now, I see other’s post simular stuff. Like the crying after sex and the famous tug between the legs. Not saying you invented that but, you gave everyone who write fic’s here some idea’s. God, I wish I were as good as you because I you really do have the best sex…hehehe What am I gonna do now? If I were talented like you I could sex myself but, no one would care to view my work. Please keep posting stories here. Really though, why end it here? I guess it has to end sometime….but, not really because lesbian’s can keep going and going and going and going and going and going…..

    19. the honey haired hottie is not just going to vanish is she? for goi-ness sakes she works at the hospital. HA! just throw her in the mix. aint no fun if the honeys cant none! k my minds in the gutter. sry. i know every ones all rootin for spashley… i just want more clomle brilliance!

    20. I’m teletransporting Spencer of the third dimension so she can straddle and kiss Ashley.God Spencer, get your act together, lesbians move in on the second date! You must stop a second date.AHHHHHHHH

    27. OH please! someone for the love of god bitchslap Spencer and have someone re-attach her spine. I think she should get really possesive and run into the bedroom and maul Ashley..well in a good fun and wholesome sexual way. LOVEEEE THIS and you! =)!

    28. OH please! someone for the love of god bitchslap Spencer and have someone re-attach her spine. I think she should get really possesive and run into the bedroom and maul Ashley..well in a good fun and wholesome sexual way. LOVEEEE THIS and you! =)!

    33. My god she needs to get over herself already!! It’s not like being honest will make her lose Ashley – she’s already proven she’s not going anywhere! Jesus! Sort it out Clom, immediately! and why so few left? You can’t just have them be all “I love you” “I love you too” “so we’re together now?” “Yup… why didn’t we do this sooner?” then they walk off into the sunset with Elly cuddling Mr Ruffles and Alex being pushed along in a pram. NOT COOL! ;-) love you! Jx

    34. My god she needs to get over herself already!! It’s not like being honest will make her lose Ashley – she’s already proven she’s not going anywhere! Jesus! Sort it out Clom, immediately! and why so few left? You can’t just have them be all “I love you” “I love you too” “so we’re together now?” “Yup… why didn’t we do this sooner?” then they walk off into the sunset with Elly cuddling Mr Ruffles and Alex being pushed along in a pram. NOT COOL! ;-) love you! Jx

    45. Perfectly painful. Excuse me while I go and throw up for Spencer…ah, there. Much better. What is that girl going to do? And excuse me, but what is Ashley thinking? If she’s going to date, why doesn’t she move back to her own apartment and do it. What, is she going to bring her new girlfriend back to Spencer’s apartment? If she’s just messing with Spencer’s head, BAD ASH!! But, in her defense, she’s in a crappy circumstance. PMS so we know how our girls make out.

    46. Perfectly painful. Excuse me while I go and throw up for Spencer…ah, there. Much better. What is that girl going to do? And excuse me, but what is Ashley thinking? If she’s going to date, why doesn’t she move back to her own apartment and do it. What, is she going to bring her new girlfriend back to Spencer’s apartment? If she’s just messing with Spencer’s head, BAD ASH!! But, in her defense, she’s in a crappy circumstance. PMS so we know how our girls make out.

    47. Oh oh oh! Turn the honey haired blonde into a lemur! Or a zombie! Do it! Do it! Why not take the story out with a completely over the top bang?! (Looks like this season’s going to …grumble grumble… but that’s a different story.) Oh, and I hereby agree with peglegmeg’s assessment and I furthermore vote for the appearance of third dimension Spencer. You know, the one that straddles Ashley and takes her shirt off? Yeah, that one.

    48. Oh oh oh! Turn the honey haired blonde into a lemur! Or a zombie! Do it! Do it! Why not take the story out with a completely over the top bang?! (Looks like this season’s going to …grumble grumble… but that’s a different story.) Oh, and I hereby agree with peglegmeg’s assessment and I furthermore vote for the appearance of third dimension Spencer. You know, the one that straddles Ashley and takes her shirt off? Yeah, that one.

    49. They’re both making me mad. I wish Spencer would speck up before she loses Ashley. Or before Ashley loses Spencer and pushes her away. Please update soon. Pretty please

    50. They’re both making me mad. I wish Spencer would speck up before she loses Ashley. Or before Ashley loses Spencer and pushes her away. Please update soon. Pretty please

    53. Clome I love you for posting. You made this my Happy Monday…and usually, monday’s suck. I’m so glad I came to work today………ok, now I’m gonna go read;)

    54. Clome I love you for posting. You made this my Happy Monday…and usually, monday’s suck. I’m so glad I came to work today………ok, now I’m gonna go read;)

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