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    Baby, I’m A Mess – (Chapter: Tears and Nightmares)

    Story written on April 7, 2007 by restartmyheart.
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    Story Shortlink: https://assertive-maroon-jellyfish.104-250-143-187.cpanel.site/?p=13399
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    “That’s my girl!”

    What day is today? Where am I? Where’s Spencer? I’m a dizzy little girl…

    “Where’s…..” I managed to start spitting out. “Sp…Spencurrrrr”

    I started to feel terrified, alone again. Aiden stifled up laughter.

    “Ash, you got it bad….” He mumbled.

    What the fuck was he talking about? He didn’t know anything….I just needed her right now.

    Fuck, I’m way too drunk for this.

    Fuck.

    Spencer.

    My body started to shake violently in convulsions. I couldn’t see anything now. It all shifted to darkness before me. I’m alone. Just me, Aiden’s voice and no Spencer. The one I want to be here. With her soft voice, light eyes, gorgeous locks of blonde hair. Her innocent face. My Spencer.

    Fuck. I need her. I’m shaking.

    “Ash?!” I heard Aiden’s voice in a shrill of panic.

    “Spencer! I need Spencer!” I was screaming into the black.

    I’m so empty.

    I had apparently made my way onto his back seat thought all cries.

    This was unbearable. So fucking unbearable. I want her here with me.

    Welcome to the unbalancing act of my life.

    I heard my cell phone ring loudly. It echoed and pulsated through my head. I recognized Spencer’s ring tone.

    “Hello?” I heard Aiden answer.

    “Is this Spencer? He listen… I have Ashley with me…She’s really messed up right now, she keeps saying your name…Can I come get you? She wants to see you…I’m actually gonna need some help with her tonight…yeah…, yes. No. You live where? I’ll be right there….”

    It grew quiet. Was her just talking to her?

    I buried my face in the cushion of his back seat. I moved further into the darkness.

    I felt the car jerk forward and my stomach went with it. I didn’t know if we were really moving or not, or where we were going, I just didn’t want to be alone anymore.

    I clutched hard onto the cushion, peering further into the black. I curled into the fetal position. I could feel my eyes well up with tears, I didn’t fight them. I let them roll out. I don’t want to feel like this. I don’t want to be alone.

    “Ash, we’ll be there soon….” Aiden reassured me in between my sobs.

    Fuck! Please… I’m tired of this.

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    5. I soooo forgive you..and could totally name you a GOD..you even get your very own wand..hehe…I hope you are better..with the strep and all…..and as far as an update……PLEASE UPDATE SOON!!!!! ;)…i love love love it!!!

    11. I soooo forgive you..and could totally name you a GOD..you even get your very own wand..hehe…I hope you are better..with the strep and all…..and as far as an update……PLEASE UPDATE SOON!!!!! ;)…i love love love it!!!

    13. damn, being totally wasted always brings out the truth. looks like in this case its a good thing! and this is for certain: ashley needs to slow down before she dies! sheesh.

    14. damn, being totally wasted always brings out the truth. looks like in this case its a good thing! and this is for certain: ashley needs to slow down before she dies! sheesh.

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