I could do it, I couldn’t tell her how I was feeling, I don’t know what im feeling myself. I cant be..

Ash: “Spence, whats wrong?” I really do want to tell her but I don’t know how “Spence your starting to scare me what’s going on” why did I stop im such an idiot atleast say something she starting to look worried, but I cant tell her but if I don’t I will go mad

Spence: “I” no I cant, oh my god spencer stop it just say it

Ash: “you what? Okay your starting to freak me out”

Spence: “i.. I think I…” okay just say it “im confused”

Ash: “what do you mean?” I didn’t say anything else I couldn’t I was just staring at her then my eyes drifted to her lips, they look so soft and no stop thinking like that stop she is your friend I looked back up to her eyes “Spence talk to me”

Spence: “I don’t know, I just don’t know anymore, I don’t k now what I want I don’t know who I am, im confused Ash, I cant take this feeling anymore its…”

Ash: “Spence, calm just relax, don’t worry about it, it will come to you”

Spence: “but…” she put a finger over my lips

Ash: “don’t think about it just go with it”

Spence: “But how do I know…. I mean I gone out with guys and I liked them but there was always something missing but then I look at girl and I don’t know, I don’t get this screw it just done with dating”

Ash: “Spence, that wont make it go away, it will come to you just give it time, don’t worry about it right now just be you and nothing more” she smiles at me and gives me a kiss on the cheek witch ofcourse makes me blush “Alright then lets go I wanna have some fun today”

Spence: “yes ma’am”

We drove for a couple of more minutes untill we reached laguna beach port

Ash: “uhmm what are we doing here”

Spence: “come one lets go get my bag would ya”

Ash: “okay” We got off the car I gave her back her keys “you are never driving my car again you almost ran over an old lady”