I gently pushed her knees apart. My thumb found her clit and she let out a soft whimper. I circled it while I watched her every move. Each slight shake of her body. Her toes curling and uncurling in pleasure. The way her head moved back and forth as she sucked her bottom lip in and chewed it. I ran my finger up her length causing her to growl slightly. I entered with two fingers and quickly established a routine of slow deep thrusts. Lightly scraping her walls with each downward movement. I dipped my head down to take her into my mouth. My tongue danced around as my fingers kept up their rhythm. She tightened and desperately grabbed my hair pulling my head up. I looked down at her, her eyes clamped shut.

"Baby? Open your eyes for me."

I wanted to watch her reach her bliss this last time.

She opened them and locked onto mine. Another thrust and she yelled my name with everything she had in her. She shook, panting hard, and I immediately met her lips with mine. My body gave out and I collapsed next to her.

I closed my eyes, breathing deeply. This had officially become the most intense night of my life. I only wished it were under different circumstances.

She shifted beside me and I felt her hand on my face. I opened my eyes to find her staring at me lovingly. She started to trace light lines on my stomach with her fingers. I stopped her. I didn’t want anything in return tonight. I wanted one last chance to make her happy and I had done so. She understood and kissed me quickly before starting to get dressed.

We walked hand in hand to the door. There was a heavy sadness in the air that night. We both felt it. She opened the door. I prepared for the final heartache caused by that same door shutting. She paused and turned. Suddenly she pulled me into a seemingly desperate hug.

"I love you Ash."

She looked up at me.

"I know."

I had always said it to her. Even when we were just friends. I couldn’t say it back. Not then. It would always be true but the words wouldn’t come out.

Her eyes changed. Something that resembled disappointment shown in them. For the first time since we had been together, she knew how I felt. She went for the door.

"Spence? Tomorrow… it’s all for you."

She looked back at me and nodded. And then she was gone.