Damn it, I can’t believe I just left him at the alter. And for what or whom should I say? For none other than for Ashley Davies. The one person in this whole wide world that has the power to either make me the happiest woman on earth or completely destroy me. Shit, what was I thinking? Aiden didn’t deserve what I did to him. He’s a wonderful guy that loved me with all his heart. We could have had a wonderful life, hell we could have had the American dream. Beautiful family, kids, house the whole thing. But I just couldn’t do it. She stopped me, ugh!!! Ha, and she doesn’t even know it! Well at least not yet.

There I was getting ready to walk down the aisle. I was nervous as hell and quite honestly feeling very sad. It wasn’t because of the groom, I mean I did and do love him but it was because I wasn’t in love him. So for the last 6 months I’ve been pretending to be completely ecstatic about the upcoming nuptials. My parents were happy, especially my mom. She was totally in love with her “future” son in-law. Yep, my mom was happy because she thought I had grown out of my “gay phase” as she liked to call it. Ha, ha, ha, little did she know that every night I dreamt of a certain gorgeous brunette with chocolate colored eyes and beautiful smile. Damn, damn, damn it I tried to stop the dreams but I just couldn’t. Every fucking time I fell asleep she was there. Hell, she was even in my head when I was awake but I tried to suppress everything without any success.

Why did she have come back in to my life? Huh, why? Just when I was about to completely close that chapter of my life. Then she reappeared and everything changed. It had been 3 long years since the last time we saw each other. I can still remember our last night as if it was yesterday.

“Why, why did you do that, huh?! I love you with all my heart and it isn’t enough?!, “ I screamed as tears were running down my cheeks