Edward's holding my hair and I finish getting rid of the only thing in my stomach…besides…besides IT.
I can't help but be forced to think of the night this was cursed into my life.

The night was warm and lonely. Edward had been gone for two weeks and I hadn't moved from my bed much since he'd left.
My phone rang beside me and I quickly answered, expecting a Cullen on the other line.
"Hello?" I answer.
"Bella…" a deep and familiar voice breathed.
"JACOB?! WHERE ARE YOU?!" I screeched.
"I'm back."
I jumped from my bed, with more energy than I'd had for a fortnight.
"Can I come over? I'm coming over!" my head was light from the sudden and drastic change but I was holding the phone with my shoulder
while I searched for pants to put on.
"Absolutely. I'd love to see you. But…I'm afraid I'm not home at the moment." he giggles.
"What?! Jake where are you?"
The phone cut off and I knock on my window sent chills down my spine.
I turned to look and Jacob was grinning at me.
I slid over to the window and opened it, pulling him inside in my embrace.
"Hey." he laughed.
"How long have you been there?" I whispered, still not letting go.
"A few minutes." He said, stroking my hair with one hand while the other laid on the small of my back.
I couldn't speak for a few minutes but I realized all I had on was a purple cami and purple and blue striped boy shorts underwear.
"Well…I'm embarrassed." I grin as I pull back and grab my comfort to wrap myself in.
"I like this look." he states, serious and looking at me with a strange intent written in his eyes.
He edged toward me and slipped the comforter from my hands and lifted me into his arms.
Instinct made me wrap my legs around his waist and he kissed me.
He pushed me against my wall and this progressed.
My mind wouldn't let me go any further into detail and I was glad.
The falling out we'd had a few days after about how my plans for my future still remained had made me question what I ever saw in Jacob
in the first place. I'd been doing well in not wanting him around and not thinking about him, but this was making it hard.