Spencer what is your deal?

You had a phone call!

So is something wrong?

No, I mean yes who’s Kate?

She looked at me eyes wide I don’t think she knew what to say. She lowered her head staring at her feet for a second then back at me.

No one! She said

No one she has to be someone Ashley! So tell me

She stood up pulling me towards her. I was on the verge of tears not because I was sad but my anger was overwhelming me.

Spencer I can handle this, don’t worry!

What did you do, what happened? I was crying now she pulled me into a hug and I stayed there for a minute before pushing her away.

God damn it Ashley is she the girl from the party. I was pacing the room

I don’t know!

I was so angry no more tears fell. She was lying to me right to my face, all the shit she has ever done to me but never once lied to my face.

 Fuck you, you do know just tell me I’ll listen. I took a breath, my voice cracked as I spoke. If you cheated on me I’ll listen, try to hear you out but you have to tell me. Don’t keep lying to me your making it worse, can’t you see that!!

She sat down on the bed like she was going to spill, nut she said nothing just sat there and stared at the T.V. I wanted to jump on her pinning her down so she had to face me. I was silent I can’t believe she was acting like this it was as if I didn’t know her.

Ashley! She didn’t budge just stared at the T.V more. So I took a step in front of her.

Ashley! She stood up and finally looked at me, but she didn’t say anything. She slide her arms around my waist and tried to kiss me. I stopped her pushing her away.

I’m done Ashley! If you can’t talk to me I’m done! I grabbed my cell and walked to the door but then she spoke.

Spencer! I stopped and turned around to face her.

What! My voice was weak

Kate is not the girl from the party that was Kate’s girlfriend.

I was sort of puzzled after she said that.

What I don’t understand?

I, We she was stuttering she couldn’t say it damn it I knew it!

Just say it Ashley

She looked down

I slept with her ok!

Look at me… Look at me Ashley what?

Our eyes locked blue with brown

I slept with her!

Her eyes showed me how much pain she felt and I know she felt it, I wonder if she saw my anger, rage and hurt.

Nice! One question Ashley was I t worth it?

I left as I said that I didn’t want to hear her answer, hell I didn’t want to see her.

My thoughts were ready to make my mind implode. I came here for her; I wanted to break up when she left for college so this wouldn’t happen. It would have hurt but not like this, she lied all this time. She I so possessive and jealous now I know why because she is insecure!

Wait, was it when I was back in Cali or now is she cheating now? How long once or fifty times? Was she good? Did she kiss her like I kiss her? My mind was going at warp speed, it was doing it’s own thinking. I needed to talk to Allie.

Ring….. Ring Answer please I said to my phone Ring…..Ring Damn it come on

Spencer you know your….

She’s fucking her Allie, I can’t breath!

What? Where are you?

Outside the dorm! She’s going to come after me soon I know it and I can’t.

Ok Spence calm down meet me at Tyler’s.

What?

I’ll explain later!