“why would you tell him…” I asked her simply

“because he helped me lie to Blaire in case she called him…”

“well I’m glad your lies work out better than mine…” I told her

“Spencer…come on…” she said trying to make me less upset

“I don’t want to talk about this now…” I told her then I hung up the phone and fell back onto my bed

About thirty minutes later I heard a knock on my hotel door then I got up and went to go answer it to find Ashley there with a single red rose in her hand

“what are you doing here?” I asked her simply

“apologizing…and yeah, you can slam that door in my face, but I’m not going anywhere…” she told me then I moved out of the way letting her walk in my room then I sat on the couch in the corner of the room and she walked over by me

“so…” I said simply then she turned and sat next to me

“so I’m sorry…I’m sorry that something that’s partly my fault is being blamed all on you…” she told me

“yeah…look I just don’t get this…” I said simply pointing between us “do you?” I asked her

“I get that I want you…but I don’t want to hurt you spence…”

“and I don’t want you to hurt yourself…” I told her

“I’m not that girl anymore spence…as much as I hated these last two months, I think they were good for me…but you need to understand that I still thought about you every day…” she told me

“I know…” I said simply then I looked in her eyes…those gorgeous hazel eyes “…I cant stop thinking about last night…” I told her

“what about it?” she asked

“how I want it to happen again…” I told her then she smiled and kissed me passionately and before I knew it we were both out of breath on my bed under my covers and she was hovering over me kissing me softly wiping the hair out of my face

“is that what you wanted to happen again?” she asked smiling at me

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“is that what you wanted to happen again?” I asked her

“yeah…” she said simply kissing me again then I looked into those deep blue eyes “what are you thinking?” she asked

“I’m thinking…about how right this feels…” I told her kissing her again and she smiled

“what else?” she asked

“um…how excited I am for that photo shoot tomorrow…” I told her

“now that…I am excited for…” she said laughing a little

“well I was thinking…what if we do a closed set?” then she had a cautious look on her face “Blaire and everyone will still be there…we’ll just be in the studio alone…”

“whatever you want…” she told her

A few hours later I left Spencer’s hotel room kissing those soft lips and it took everything in me not to turn around and walk right back into that hotel room and be with her

“hey where’d you go?” Blaire asked as I walked into the hotel room

“just walking around the city…”

“oh ok…hey did you pick your photographer for tomorrow?” she asked

“uh yeah…” I told her “…Spencer…”

“Spencer? Isn’t she in ohio?”

“no I thought I told you she was in New york…”

“no…you didn’t tell me…”

“oh…I thought I did…sorry…”

“yeah…” she said sitting on the bed “so Spencer’s your photographer for tomorrow? Shouldn’t you get a professional?”

“she is…trust me…her pictures are amazing…”

“oh…ok…” she said

Spotted. A couple searching for air in a city covered by drama and confusion. But little Blaire probably is avoiding all chances of understanding what is really going on between her girl and the ex…what will prevail at this photoshoot? Uh oh. I sense I storm brewing…

That’s all for now…you know you love me…xoxo-Gossip Girl

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