Love Revisited – Coming Home Part 3

Previously I slide my tongue up to her throbbing swollen *****, encircle it, nip it, suck it. I slide back and quickly enter her again and then back up to her clitshes bucking so hard now I know shes right there.her thighs tense, her back arches..I feel her explode in my mouth. She screams my name over and over againmy heart lurches, Im on sensory overload. Though the words have not been uttered today, carefully avoided by both of us, I am compelled to say what Im feeling but do not want to alarm her. So I bow my head and very softly whisper to myselfI love you, Bette, I always have, I always will And with that declaration to myself I know that today, this day of reconnection, my heart has begun its journey home again.

Bette is again spooning me, running her fingers down my back causing my flesh to goosebump.

"T? "

"Yeah, babe." 

"I know you need time and we need to go through a lot of talking and a solid regaining of trust needs to be established, but may I say something to you?"

"Yes, baby, you can say anything. I now want to hear whatever you need to say."

"I promise you on my very soul and the life of our daughter that I will spend the rest of my days letting you know how much I love you. You and my family – we – will always come first, and I swear on my very life to never, ever hurt you in that way again. I couldnt live through the pain of hurting you and losing myself again. Hard to believe, T, but this Alpha ***** has come to realize that I cant be in control of everything all the time; Im not perfect and dont have to be. I especially dont have to be perfect and in control of you or with you. If I’m feeling stressed or down, I will come and rest my weary bones, mind and heart in the comfort of your arms – if youll have me back someday, if you feel confident enough at some point to come home to me."