taking place at the hospital.

ashleys POV

"its okay aiden i wont leave you" i told him looking at his blood stained chest.

i looked towards spencer and of course i could read her like a book she herd everyword.

"god why do you do this?" i whipsered.

"CLAY?!?!" i herd spencer practically yell from behind me. i spun around just to see clay laying lifeless on a hospital bed. i ran to spencer and enclosed her in a hug. i could tell she didn’t care who she was mad at she needed a hug as she cried into my bloody dress.

"its okay spence" i was rocking her while tears started forming in my eyes things just happened so quick there was a shooting clays dead aiden probably will die chelsea is crying and spencer is crying along with me. i’m so lost right now i cna’t be here its to deathy if thats a word.  

after spencer left me alone to go be with her dad i left i did what i did best ran away. when the going gets tough the ashley gets going. i went home and tried sleeping but it just didn’t work i couldn’t i was torn up i thought about my desicion. i know i choose spencer but i do love aiden more than a brother i’m just not IN love with him.

its been 3 months and i am at school my car parked just sitting here. i havn’t talked to spencer i know i should but i just can’t she hates me. i know i deserve it. i see her talking with chelsea. i decide it would be best to try to talk to her. best for us. as i approached chelsea left.

"spencer" i said quietly

"uhh hi?"  

"look can we talk?"

"i’m not sure ash."

"please spencer i’ve made my desicion." she looked up at me "spencer i…"

"hi there i’m from MTV can we talk with you for a while?" the quiestion was directed to me. "uhh kinda busy" "it will only take a second."

"you know what you talk with her and i’ll just go i’m not quite ready to talk to you." she looked so angry "heartbreaker" she whispered thinking i didn’t hear but i did.