[b] Part One E [/b]

[u] [b]  Post Traumatic  [/b] [/u]

[i] You’ve seen the worst the world can give

You hold inside what you can’t forget

The armor grows to block the pain

It’s just so hard to communicate

And you never thought you’d burn out

But sometimes you feel numb [/i]

Amalia sat on the playroom floor flipping through a book Spencer had just got done reading. The tiny girl was glancing over each page, studying the intricate pictures of Alice in Wonderland extremely close. Spencer had notice a while ago how the young two year old was so intuitive, timid, and gifted the little girl. She watched the little girl softly talk to herself in the two year old battle. Spencer couldn’t help but wonder if the little girl was always by herself.

Interrupting the child, she reminded the little girl, “Hey, babe, don’t mess up you dress okay? Your mommy wants to take you to meet a special lady.”

The two year old looked from her book to Spencer and then down at her [URL=http://dragonfliesandladybugs.com/shop/images/bnsgdrs214.jpg]dress[/URL]. She smoothed a little of it out before smiling back up at Spencer. “won mess it oop.” She said before turning back to the colorful pages of the old book.

Spencer smiled, knowing the little girl would be alright if she went into the kitchen and made them a snack to eat on the way to the show. Spencer was halfway excited that Ashley invited the girls a long, well more like demanded, but it is all the same. The young was excited but very cautious at the same time. She was afraid that if she went, she would be recognized as ‘that kid who got abducted’. But Spencer had to remind herself that she was only in the news for a week before her parents pulled out and didn’t respond to the media.

[i] What if they held out a little longer? [/i] Spencer thought to herself. [i] Then maybe they would have found you…[/i]

Spencer shook her head of these thoughts, she couldn’t think like this. She couldn’t keep putting herself thought the memories of what had happened to her. The blonde began to force thoughts about Amalia on her. [i] She is such a great kid. The way she smiles is like the sun. She is so quiet and loving. The way she makes strange faces is so adorable. [/i] Spencer kept her thoughts about the small child, creating a false since of positive thinking on her part.