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    It’s never about what I wanted – (Chapter: The decline of Spencer Carlin)

    Story written on April 16, 2007 by itsjustme.
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    Story Shortlink: https://assertive-maroon-jellyfish.104-250-143-187.cpanel.site/?p=14221
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    The decline of Spencer Carlin

     

     

    That was it. He was right. She didn’t deserve Spencer, it was that simple. The only thing she could do was protect Spencer from herself and her father, by staying away.




    The brunette beneath her moaned as she filled her with all the built up frustration she had been feeling over the last several weeks. She pushed into her over and over again feeling her inner walls flexing and tightening over and over again around her fingers. Spencer knew she was being too forceful, but she couldn’t stop herself she just wanted to feel again. As the girl beneath her tightened and arched her back up, she couldn’t help but feel emptier then ever.

    The girl ‘Amy wasn’t it?’ curled into her side and sighed in satisfaction. This was the fourth girl she had gone home with in the last two weeks, but just like with the others she felt no satisfaction in any of it. Maybe if she let herself actual think about it she would have to admit to herself that the fact that all four women looked a lot like Ashley didn’t help.

    As the breathing of the girl in her arms evened out she knew that it was almost safe to slip out of the girl’s apartment.


    Spencer managed to slip out of Amy’s ‘Or whatever her name was’ grasp, find her clothes and slip out the front door with out the other girl even flinching in her sleep. When she made it back to her car she felt like crying, she had felt like that every night she had spent away from Ashley, but she kept her promise to herself and refused to shed a tear.


    How had she become this way? This wasn’t her. She’d slept with as many women in the last two weeks as she had the rest of her life combined, she felt dirty.

    She wanted to blame Ashley for everything she was doing but she couldn’t. She knew deep down that no one was making her do anything.


    It was that day. She had already been destroyed but it had pushed her over the edge. On that day two weeks ago she had lost the rest of herself.

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    1. What is wrong with Ashley! I mean…how could she let her father have that much control over her…I mean….wake up…instead of hurting Spencer…she should just go to her and explain what the hell is going on to Spencer…I mean…she has to see what she is doing to Spencer…and what she is doing to herself…she is really pissing me off that she is doing what she is…I mean…is the pain she causing really worth everythingin the end…because as far as I see…she has lost everything…but gained nothing…Awesome Update..can’t wait for the next one…PMS…ROCK ON!

    2. I freaking love this story. Oh, the drama and the angst! I just love it. What I don’t love is that Ashley isn’t stepping up to the plate and standing up to her father. Does she really need her father? Surely she has enough money to leave him and still help Spencer with her brother. What do I know though? I want them to be happy again together.

    4. Ahsley need to get some balls and tell spence what is going on. that was great keep up the good work. I cant wait for the next update. PMS real Soon.

    6. What is wrong with Ashley! I mean…how could she let her father have that much control over her…I mean….wake up…instead of hurting Spencer…she should just go to her and explain what the hell is going on to Spencer…I mean…she has to see what she is doing to Spencer…and what she is doing to herself…she is really pissing me off that she is doing what she is…I mean…is the pain she causing really worth everythingin the end…because as far as I see…she has lost everything…but gained nothing…Awesome Update..can’t wait for the next one…PMS…ROCK ON!

    7. I freaking love this story. Oh, the drama and the angst! I just love it. What I don’t love is that Ashley isn’t stepping up to the plate and standing up to her father. Does she really need her father? Surely she has enough money to leave him and still help Spencer with her brother. What do I know though? I want them to be happy again together.

    9. Ahsley need to get some balls and tell spence what is going on. that was great keep up the good work. I cant wait for the next update. PMS real Soon.

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